SENSiBLE iMAGiNATiON

My 2010 New Years Resolution

2009-12-18T11:42:00.004+08:00

Decided to delete this post ..

JUST A PiECE OF CENT

2009-12-18T10:46:00.002+08:00

Im sure that everyone is excited for 2010, especially me. Im claiming it as my year haha. Yeah!
Ive been waiting to see myself grow and such. I read a lot of prophecy for my Leo horoscope, and im kinda happy for the all the positive predictions. Although there are certain things that somehow unrealistic, still i believe that 2010 is a lucky year for me. or maybe for all of us. :]

Right now, im experiencing a bit financial problems, but everything is still ok. I was once told that positive attitude gains positive result. And that's what im doing. Somehow, im still on process of coping up with everything ive lost. Im trying my best to do all the things that needs to be settled before the end of 2009.

2009 is not really a bad year for me, though ive experienced a lot of terrible things and such. So im really hoping or should i say im happy that 2010 is just a few days away which i guess start of my lucky days of my life. :)

Let me post some of the predictiuons i happen to browse fr my LEO horoscope.

Finance
The first quarter of 2010 is a period of financial stability for you. During this period you can work over your hopes and ambitions and give them a better shape. While financially, second quarter will be a difficult period. You may have to confront theft, scandals and disputes during this period. During third quarter, you may be called upon you to give more time and energy in a leadership position at work. This will make you highly respected and will become more famous, which will bestow financial rewards as well. Keep up the tempo and believe in your abilities, the year will see you off in a completely new position in terms of money. A long distance travel will be financially rewarding. During this period you will live an aristocratic life. Though, last few months of 2010 will not be awfully beneficial to you. You might face problems related to money matters. Sudden financial loss is on the cards.

Career
You will enjoy respect and honor from learned people of your field. You will get full co-operation from superiors or people in responsible or influential positions. You can make great progress professionally. Although, you should avoid complacency and easy-going attitudes, tone down the flashier side of your nature, and get back to old-fashioned hard-work in an attempt to succeed in life. You will find increased work-loads and heightened levels of responsibility at work. The people around you will realize your true worth and this will be gladdening to you and will be a strong motivating factor for you to keep giving your best consistently. Somehow, time and fortune will throw the spotlight at you, and your activities in last quarter of 2010. It is high time that you are given credit for your efforts and other recognize you and look up to you. Though at the end of the year, pay proper attention to our day to day pursuits. This is not a perfect time for taking any risk regarding business matters as the chances of loss are very high that could hammer your career growth during this period. Your opponents will try to damage your reputation. You may have to be involved in unprofitable deeds.

Health
Initial months of 2010 are considered somewhat a bad period for health. You can face ear and eye troubles. Your life-partner can also have health issues. Your peace of mind will remain disturbed. Though once you get out of it, your deep awareness of keeping track of your health and taking better care of yourself and your own needs will help you harness some of your active energy, possibly participating in physical sports as a good outlet. Health ailment of your parents in third quarter of the year can disturb your peace of mind. You will not be able to fulfill your family’s expectations. Also, take care of your health and food poisoning could be the cause of stomach ailments. A tendency of taking risks should be curbed as it is not a very harmonious period for you.
leo:

Love & Relationship
This is a favorable time for love and romance. You will develop new friendship which will be very rewarding and helpful. You will be quite popular with the opposite sex. Long distance travel is also indicated with your beloved. The great energy you radiate will definitely attract lots of supportive people in your life, especially of opposite sex. Your life-partner will contribute to your happiness and success. You might receive a very good piece of news through communication with your life-partner in third quarter of 2010. Increased corporation from the spouse is seen. Help from opposite sex who live in faraway places or foreign friends. It could be an excellent period promising much success in terms of love and relationships, provided you are willing to work on it. Good news for those who are single as new opportunities will come your way without your seeking them consciously.

Family & Friends
Second quarter of 2010 is the best period for you to travel with friends and family. Just let go and enjoy the happiness that comes your way with your loved ones. At last you can relax and enjoy the success and the results of the hard work you had been doing for a long time. This period will also bring you in the midst of famous people. Your desire of getting a kid will be fulfilled. Your creativity will be appreciated by people around you. You will be able to carry out your responsibilities and maintain the same closeness with your parents, sibling and relatives. You will get much respect and honor in social circle. You will construct a new house and enjoy all sorts of pleasures. Although at the end of the year, tuning with your own people and your relatives may get disturbed. Dispute on small issues with relatives and friends is on cards. Don't take major decisions otherwise you will be in trouble.

Sooo, isnt it 2010 really a good year for. You cant blame someone who's claiming it to be their year. Sometimes creatinbg positive hopes may lead to a positive result. Just my piece of cent :)

Goodluck to all of us !

PACMAN WON AGAiN!!

2009-11-15T13:55:00.006+08:00

Congratz to PACMAN ... I was so excited while watching this via live streaming ... Soooo Proud to be pinay!!!

KUDOS PACMAN!!

IM A TiGER: 2009 PREDiCTiON

2009-01-30T08:25:00.005+08:00

Good Day Everyone! What i have right now is the 2009 Year of the OX Forecast for Tigers like me. :)
Ive been reading a lot of predictions this past few days and it seems that Year of the OX is a challenging YEAR for us, TIGERS. Let me just share some of the clips i found about the tigers.

The ferocious Tiger (1914, 1926, 1938, 1950, 1962, 1974, 1986, 1998) should learn to hold his temper in the year of the Ox because of the unlucky stars shining in his constellation. These unlucky stars are Wu Gui, Di Sha, Zhi Bei and Guan Fu who all connotes poor human relationships. The advice “don’t make any decision when you are angry” suits the Tiger very well as he should avoid acting on impulse, otherwise he might hurt himself or get more into trouble. It is always better to stay calm amidst the crisis.

Guan Fu is a star that represents lawsuits and court cases. This means that the Tiger should be wary of any documents that he signs whenever he gets into a contract or an agreement. He should read every detail of the documents, specially the “fine prints” in order to avoid legal problems in the future.

And since unlucky stars of poor human relationships are shining upon him, the Tiger should be extra cautious with his colleagues and should beware of backstabbers. There is also a possibility of his lover getting suspicious of him and doubts that he is having an affair. The star Zhi Bei literally means backstabbing while Wu Gui represents backstabbers.

Gossips and rumors being spread by these backstabbers could ruin the Rooster’s relationships, he should be extra cautious of these people. But as long he keeps himself clean and does his part, the Rooster really has nothing to worry about these gossips.

In the Year of the Ox 2009, the star Wu Gui represents suspiciousness, which means that the Rooster himself might become suspicious that can make him paranoid and nervous. This could be avoided by having enough sleep, staying calm and always try to relax. Another unlucky star Di Sha means frustrations and difficulties. It may not be smooth ride for the Tiger, as he needs to overcome many hurdles before he can enjoy the fruits of his success.

But it is really not a bad year for the Tiger after all with the lucky star San Tai shining upon him. This star represents steady progress and career promotion. Tigers who are working with a clerical job can expect this star to work for them. Employees working in large companies and civil servants can also benefit from this star and make some progress.

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Magnetic, passionate and grand! When the Tiger does anything, it’s noticed! Indecisiveness and stubbornness can mar the sparkle of the Tiger personality. On the one hand generous, on the other hand a little mean, it’s sometimes hard to know where one stands with the Tiger. Flexible, honest and truly entertaining, one has a friend for life with a Tiger.

Forecast for 2009: 2009 will be a challenging year for the Tiger, but it definitely lays the foundation for 2010 which is his own year. Discipline, concentration and focus will be of paramount importance to the Tiger this year. Keeping their eye on the end goal and dreams will stand to them throughout the year. Financial issues must be addressed seriously and spending should be done wisely. Romantically February to July could be very exciting but discretion must be used! The end of the year, November and December, will present excellent career opportunities for those Tigers ready to move up the job ladder.

Interesting Tiger Facts:

Zodiac Stone: Sapphire

Special Flower: Violet

Best Hours: 3-5 am

Season: Winter

Lucky Colors: Green, Blue, Yellow

From the outset, 2009 may present some true challenges for the Tiger. The year of the Ox presents an overwhelming influence upon the Tiger to maintain a steady and well-disciplined pace.

That is not to say that there won't be opportunities for achievement, but it would be more precise to say that this year will benefit the Tiger in the areas of experience, and laying a solid foundation for the year to come. You will have to be resourceful. Rely on your boldness and quick wit to ascertain anything in the year of the Ox.

*Source: Year of the Ox 2009 Predictions*

http://astrology.about.com/od/chineseastrology/qt/2009Tiger.htm

by guest author Suzanne White

Will try to post some updates about different forecast from different Chinesse animal signs. I admit that sometimes i believe in this predictions but not all the time. This will only serve as a guide for us. At least, medyo aware tayo right?

Till next time. See ou around and enjoy! :)

UNTITLED

2009-01-28T02:20:00.003+08:00

Hi Everyone!

First, thanks for reading my blog (kung meron man) .. I appreciate your support. :)
Super busy ako this past few days kya i dont have time to create new post/s. Wla rin nmn akong maisip so i decided to leave it blank for a while.

Second, if you dont like what im writing, better keep your mouth shut. If your criticizing my grammar and spelling, better check yours first. Baka po nkakalimutan niu "WLANG TAONG PERPEKTO" at hindi na ENGLiSH yan.. Its a simple and plain tagalog. Na mukhang mas hindi niu/mo naiintindihan. Also, kapag nag backread ka sa mga previous post/s ko, malinaw na nkalagay "PAGPASENSHAHAN NiU NA KUNG HiNDi MASHADONG TAMA" isnt it clear? If you think m trying hard, well, ikaw naman ay isang PAPANSiN.. If you want attention, wala dito sa blog ka nun. Next time, before you criticize or judge someone, make sure na PERFECT KA.. Gets? :)

Lastly, im happy that medyo nagiging maayos na lahat. Nkaka move-on nko sa mga BAD DAYS na dumaan. How i wish tuloy-tuloy na. Well, naniniwala pa rin ako sa kasabihang, "EVERYTHiNG HAPPENS FOR A REASON" cguro nga, my reasons na nakatago behind this. And whatever it is, kailngan ko lang siang tangapin, might as well, ang kapalit ng lahat ng nararanasan ko is kasiyahan.. :)

DELAY GREETiNGS!

2009-01-06T16:20:00.003+08:00

Hi EVERYONE! YEAH i KNOW iTS KiNDA DELAY! BUT THAT'S FiNE! ANYWEi.. HOW R U GUYS DOiN? ALAM KO iTS RiLi HARD TO LOSE WEiGHT AFTER THE LONG HOLiDAYS! GOODLUCK TO ALL OF US!

SO, DO U GUYS START UR NEW YEARS RESOLUTION NBA? WELL, SERiOUSLY, i HAVENT HAD THE CHANCE TO START PA. WHY? COS MOST OF THE RESOLUTiONS i MADE iS KiNDA RELATED SA AKiNG CAREER .. AHAHA :)

YEAH FUNNY BUT iTS TRUE. AS OF NOW, HNDi KO MUNA PAHAHABAIN UNG DiSCUSSiON.. i JUZ DROP BY TO GREET EVERYONE... A HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!

ALSO, I RECiEVE A COMMENT FROM SUM1 WHEREiN HE/SHE DUBBED THE VERSiON OF TWiLiGHT! AUN.. HAVE FUN GUYS..

iLL BE BACK.. WEN iM READY NA!

TAKiPSiLiM.. A FiLiPiNO VERSiON OF TWiLiGHT..

2008-12-26T11:37:00.004+08:00

Filipino version of Twilight in the works

A Filipino version of Twilight is going to be produced for television by ABS-CBN, which bought the rights for over $1 million. Actors Rayver Cruz and Shaina Magdayao have been chosen to play Edward Cullen and Bella Swan in the film, called Takipsilim. Cathy Garcia Molina will direct the production, which is set to begin filming in the Philippines February. However, some Twilight fans think it will “ruin the real Twilight,” so they’ve started an online petition to put a stop to the production.

http://www.tribute.ca/news/index.php/filipino-version-of-twilight-to-be-filmed/2008/12/24/

DiSAGREE? SUPPORT THiS SiTE:

http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/say-no-to-twilight-filipino-version?page=22

Want more info:

Check out link for their "PRESS RELEASE" http://www.yehey.com/entertainment/celebs/article.aspx?id=231366

Filipino fans of Stephenie Meyer's "Twilight" series will soon have another reason to celebrate after broadcasting giant ABS-CBN bagged the exclusive rights to make a local television series based on the vampire novels.

Initial reports said ABS-CBN paid $1 million with co-producer Ignite Media for the rights to the Twilight series.

The new series, tentatively titled "Takipsilim", will reunite the onscreen tandem of Rayver Cruz and Shaina Magdayao.

Taping for the series will start February of next year. Some parts of the series will be shot abroad and the other locations include Tagaytay, Bukidnon and Baguio. The series will be directed by Cathy Garcia-Molina.

http://www.abs-cbnnews.com/entertain...wilight-remake

SEND EMAiL FEEDBACK THRU:

feedback@abs-cbnnews.com

CAST OF CHARACTERS:

Rayver Cruz as Edward Cullen

Shaina Magdayao as Isabella Swan

Valeen Montenegro as Alice Cullen

Gabby Concepcion as Dr. Carlisle Cullen

Luis Manzano as Emmett Cullen

Al Tantay as Charlie Swan

Yayo Aguila as Renee Dwyer

Fred Payawan as Jacob Black

Carlos Agassi as James

Chin Chin Gutierrez as Esme Cullen

Karylle as Rosalie Hale

Joross Gamboa as Jasper Hale

Jessy Mendiola as Jessica Stanley

Empress Schuck as Angela Weber

Brad Murdoch as Laurent

Nikki Bacolod as Victoria

Aaron Villaflor as Mike Newton

*source: http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/1334912/pinoy_twilight_fans_outraged_over_filming.html?cat=39

TWiLiGHT FiLiPiNO VERSiON .. TAKiPSiLiM?

2008-12-26T10:51:00.003+08:00

A TOTAL iMiTATiVE iNSANiTY

i WOKE UP DiS MORNiNG TO CHECK ON MY EMAiL. i SAW A FRiEND OF MiNE POSTS A BULLETiN THRU FS SATiNG THAT THERE'S A FiLiPiNO VERSiON OF TWiLiGHT! AT FiRST, i THOUGHT iTS JUZ A SPOOF. MAYBE OUR FiLiPiNO ARTiSTS DECIDES TO DUB THE VOiCES OF BELLA AND EDWARD iN TAGALOG. YOU KNOW, LiKE BUBBLE GANG, WHEREiN THEY PiCK SOME COMMERCiALS AND PUT A LiTTLE FUNNY ESSENCE. BUT WHEN i CHECK iT.. SHiET! i WANNA PUKE.. iM SUPER DUPER SPEECHLESS. THiS iS REALLY A TOTAL iNSANiTY. MY GOSH.

i CHECK IT ON GOOGLE AND iT SEEMS THAT iTS REALLY HAPPENiNG. KAPAMiLYA STARS RAYVER AND SHAiNA WiLL PORTRAY AS BELLA AND EDWARD. MY GOD. AND WHO WiLL BE JACOB THEN? FRED PAYAWAN??? OH SHOOT. THiS iS TERRiBLE!

THOUGH i ADMiRE CHANNEL 2 FOR THEiR TV SiTCOMS ETC. MUKHANG THiS TiME THEY WiLL RUiN EVERYTHiNG. NOT JUST THE STATiON iTSELF BUT THE ESSENCE OF THE BOOK.. WHAT'S THE CATCH iN CREATiNG OR SHUD i SAY iMMiTATiNG TWiLiGHT BA?

WELL, iTS GETTiNG SERiOUS NOW. i GUESS ABS CBN WiLL PURSUE THiS PROJECT. WHY? FiRST, THEY CHECK iF PEOPLE WiLL LOVE THE iDEA. i MEAN PRESS RELEASE AND EVERYTHiNG. SECOND, OF COURSE AS A TWiLiGHT LOVER, WE WiLL SURELY GiVE/SHARE OUR OPiNiONS ABOUT THEiR RELEASE OR iDEA. WHATEVER iT iS. A POSiTiVE OR A NEGATiVE FEEDBACK. THEY DONT REALLY CARE. LASTLY, AFTER GAiNiNG THE RESULT, STiLL AT THE END.. THEY WiLL PURSUE THE PROJECT.

WHY? BECAUSE MERON SiANG NAGiNG iMPACT SA PUBLiC. EiTHER NEGATiVE PA YAN. THEY WiLL THiNK NA TAUNG MGA TWiLiGHT LOVER WiLL GET CURiOUS WiTH THE ON GOiNG MOViE/TV SiTCOM WHATEVER. AND BCOS OF THAT CURiOSiTY, PAPANOORiN NATiN UNG iBANG PART AND THAT WiLL GAiN AN ADDiTiONAL ViEWER OR RATiNGS TO THE SAiD TWiLiGHT FiLiPiNO THiNGY!

WELL iDEA KO LANG YAN! HAHA! iM NOT SAYiNG NA THAT'S EXACTLY THEiR ORiGiNAL PLAN. BUT, THiS iS POSSiBLE.

WELL. MY THOUGHT? i BEG TO DiSAGREE ABOUT THiS TAKiPSiLiM OR TWiLiGHT VERSiON THiNGY! i DONT LiKE THE iDEA. TAMA NA UNG MY GiRL! iTS A TOTAL iMiTATiVE iNSANiTY!

iLL UPDATE LATER. MAGHAHANAP PKO NG NEWS REGARDiNG THiS CRAP! GRRRR....

HAPPY HOLiDAYS!

2008-12-25T04:03:00.001+08:00

BEFORE ANYTHiN' ELSE ..

Happy Getaway ft. Worst Experience

2008-12-25T03:01:00.001+08:00

We went to Greenhills last 20th of December to shop gifts and stuff. My god. As i said on my previous posts. Marami pa rin nag ra-rush to buy different things. Super dami ng people. Goodnesz. You cant even breathe. Im not bein OA but its really true. Even the outside "tiangge".. Shocks, its really click especially this holiday season.

You will usually hear "ate/kuya wala ng bang tawad" haha :D
Well, we all know that we filipino's really insist for a cheaper price. We haggle and insist for the last price.

Honestly, im kinda guilty with that thingy. The Haggling part. I try my best to make the prie lower than offered. Especially if im going to boutiques and midnight shopping in libis, haha. :)

Anyway, good experience about yesterday is the C.O.D Version of Greenhills. The story is all about "PAGKAKAiSA" and "CLEAN AND GREEN LIVING". The characters demonstrate a "PAGKAKAiSA" or cooperation by encouraging each one and another to clean their area. And the pasimuno.. The kids Theyre the one who start the clean living project of their barangay. The eldest saw it so they follow it as well. And at the end, naging clean and green ang kanilang Barangay. Mother Nature rewards them with a fresh air and tiny butterflies around the green areas.

Nag enjoy naman ako. Though on my age, "22" :D ndi na advisable to watch those kinds of play. Cos only kids can appreciate them.. Its really kiddie hehe..

Worst part of my Greenhills get away is all about the "EATING TIME". My friends and i decided to go to "TERIYAKI BOY" in Greenhills pa rin. Why? Cos in TERIYAKI BOY in Tomas Morato, they provide great and affordable food. And highly recommended customer service. So we thought we will experience the same treatment.

But i realize that, not all branches provide the same service. Pagpasok plang ng resto, u can feel discrimination and favoritism. I notice that they prioritize foreigners instead of their fellow filipino's.

We request for the couch since walang gumagamit/nakaupo. But what they did? they insist and instruct us to sit sa typical and Normal table. Sa sobrang asar ko, i talked to the other waiter, lalaki this time and requested for another couch. Which he did naman..

He reserved a couch for us and transfer after cleaning the table. Weo rder the same food that we used to order. Food serving is still the same. Even the taste. Walang pinagbago. But what i notice is that the waitresses are so maarte and "FEELiNG" they act like something werein aybe bcos we are filipino's they thought we dont need the same service that they are giving to those foreigners. Bad thing pa is that when i call the waitress to order an additional rice for my "MAHMiNE" ..
My goodnesz, ang lola mo nka cmangot. I really hate her. Even the bill is so matagal. We asked for the bill 5 minutes ealier than those foreigner na katabi namin, and take note, NAUNA PA CiLA! They even get their change earlier than us. Oh dba?

Well my overall rating for "TERiYAKi BOY GREENHiLLS" WEN iT COMES TO CUSTOMER SATiSFACTiON iS 2! That's out of 10. 10 is the highest 1 is the lowest. And i guess "2" is not enough, if there's a DSAT.. baka un pa ang award na makuha nila from me!

Sorry but that's the worst experience ive ever had. Aside from us na notice ko, ung isang group of Filipinos din na kasabay namin i guess experience the same thing. They are mag anak and everytime they call the waitresses, dinadabugan sila! So.. Cguro BADTRiP lang yun dalawang waitress na nag aasist but its not supposed to be like that. They should not bring their problems or BADTRiP-NESZ sa work nila! It will affect other pipol na masasaya! :)

I dont have anything against the TERIYAKI BOY itself anyway. Its just that, Those waitresses that i encounter should recieve a CARE FORM haha!! Kaka asar tlaga. Anyway! Given na yun. Bka nga Bad day lang cla. Nandamay lang cla. :)

Forgiven.

CHRiSTMAS 2008

2008-12-17T17:30:00.001+08:00

Second Week of December. As i said previously. 8days to go and its Christmas Time.

So, are you guys done with your christmas shopping? Its near, and almost here. Avoid Christmas Rush. Or else haha.. :D

Im sure our life goes on much like the Bethlehem days. Apparently, i notice that everything has change. Before, family members make sure that they are all complete on the NOCHE BUENA.

Now, i observed that most of the teens including 20-29 years old pals choose to celebrate xmas outside, with friends instead of family. In bars or Resto's instead sa Bahay lang. Hahaha!! Well its exciting nga naman. And i'll do the same thing if my significant half allow me to do so. :)

So, ayan. cguro nama nkabawi nko for my delayed posts. Haha! Sorry guys! Busy!

Dnt forget my gift ha?
:D

WHAT'S WiD XMAS 2008

2008-12-17T16:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY HOLiDAYS!

SO iTS CHRiSTMAS TiME. 8 DAYS TO GO GUYS. ARE YOU GUYS PREPARED?

ALRiGHT. SiNCE CHRiSTMAS iS COMiNG, LETS TALK ABOUT THE HiSTORY OF CHRiSTMAS.. ANYBODY KNOW THE STORY BEHiND THE CELEBRATiON?

WELL, LET ME GiVE YOU MY SHARE AND UNDERSTANDiNG ABOUT THiS OCCASSiON..
THEBASiC DESCRiPTiON OF XMAS iS ALL ABOUT JESUS CHRiST BiRTH.
WHEREiN, HiS FATHER DECiDED TO LET JESUS CHRiST STAY ON EARTH TO BE THE "TAGA PAG LiGTAS OF SANLiBUTAN"

BUT, DiD YOU KNOW THAT ASiDE FROM THE KNOWN QUOTATiON ABOUT THiS OCCASSiON W/C SYMBOLiZES AS SHARiNG OR GiViNG THERE'S ACTUALLY A DEEPER HiSTORY BEHiND THiS. WELL FORTHBELOW WiLL GiV US A BETTER AND A BiT KNOWLEDGE ABOUT THiS OCCASSiON.

iTS A TRADiTiON THAT START SiNCE AD.354 OH!
FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE NOT AWARE ABOUT A.D THAT MEANS, AFTER DEATH OF JESUS..

BASiCALLY, 25th of DECEMBER iS JUST A REPLACEMENT OF THE ORiGiNAL TRADiTiON OF THE WESTERN. THE FiRST DECLARED DATE WERE CELEBRATED ON THE 6th of JANUARY. AKALAiN MO UN.. HAHA!

The Christians had by then appropriated many pagan festivals and traditions of the season, that were practiced in many parts of the Middle East and Europe, as a means of stamping them out.

There were mid-winter festivals in ancient Babylon and Egypt, and Germanic fertility festivals also took place at this time. The birth of the ancient sun-god Attis in Phrygia was celebrated on December 25th, as was the birth of the Persian sun-god, Mithras. The Romans celebrated Saturnalia, a festival dedicated to Saturn, the god of peace and plenty, that ran from the 17th to 24th of December. Public gathering places were decorated with flowers, gifts and candles were exchanged and the population, slaves and masters alike, celebrated the occasion with great enthusiasm.

In Scandinavia, a period of festivities known as Yule contributed another impetus to celebration, as opposed to spirituality. As Winter ended the growing season, the opportunity of enjoying the Summer's bounty encouraged much feasting and merriment.

The Celtic culture of the British Isles revered all green plants, but particularly mistletoe and holly. These were important symbols of fertility and were used for decorating their homes and altars.

New Christmas customs appeared in the Middle Ages. The most prominent contribution was the carol, which by the 14th century had become associated with the religious observance of the birth of Christ.

In Italy, a tradition developed for re-enacting the birth of Christ and the construction of scenes of the nativity. This is said to have been introduced by Saint Francis as part of his efforts to bring spiritual knowledge to the laity.

Saints Days have also contributed to our Christmas celebrations. A prominent figure in today's Christmas is Saint Nicholas who for centuries has been honored on December 6th. He was one of the forerunners of Santa Claus.

Another popular ritual was the burning of the Yule Log, which is strongly embedded in the pagan worship of vegetation and fire, as well as being associated with magical and spiritual powers.

Celebrating Christmas has been controversial since its inception. Since numerous festivities found their roots in pagan practices, they were greatly frowned upon by conservatives within the Church. The feasting, gift-giving and frequent excesses presented a drastic contrast with the simplicity of the Nativity, and many people throughout the centuries and into the present, condemn such practices as being contrary to the true spirit of Christmas.

The earliest English reference to December 25th as Christmas Day did not come until 1043.

SOME OF THOSE iNFORMATiONS ARE ACTUALLY DERiVED FROM A SiTE THAT TALKS ABOUT THE HiSTORY OF CHRiSTMAS. iM ACTUALLY GUiLTY COS, 60% OF THOSE iNFORMATiONS APPEAR AS "NEW iNFO" FOR ME. BUT, DO YOU BELiEVE THAT CHRiSTMAS iS NEVER METiON iN THE HOLY BiBLE? EVEN THE EXACT BiRTHDATE DATE OF JESUS CHRiST IS NOT THERE. ARE YOU GUYS ALSO AWARE THAT iT WAS NEVER STATED OR iNSTRUCT BY GOD THAT WE NEED TO CELEBRATE THE BiRTH DATE OF HiS SON, JESUS CHRiST? SURPRiSiNGLY, iTS REALLY NOT iN THE BiBLE.

SO, HOW COME THAT WE ARE CELEBRATiNG XMAS WiTHOUT ANY iNFO FROM THE BiBLE.?

WELL, THAT i DONT KNOW. MAYBE SOON. HEHE! CGURO, WERE USED TO iT. OR PARANG TRADiTiONAL NA.

*info: © Alan Williams 2000

2008-11-27T11:50:00.002+08:00

DADDY'S LETTER!

FOREMOST, I WOULD LiKE TO iNFORM U NA NDi AKO COPYCAT :) HEHE.. iM JUZ GiViNG MY OPiNiON AND REViEWS REGARDiNG EVERYTHInG. SA LHAT NG NSA PALiGiD KO WHATSOEVER. :)
SECOND. iTS MY THOUGHT. iTS MY EXPRESSiON. LASTLY. i DONT CARE. iM HAPPY. IM EXPRESSIVE BUT IM NOT EMO :)

ANYWAY, IVE GOT ONE AGAiN. THiS ONE REALLY CATCH MY SLEEPiNG MEMORY HAHA :)
iTS ABOUT A LETTER OF A DAD TO HiS iDS. i GUESS. i ADMIRE THE FATHER ON THE WAY HE EXPRESS HIS OPiNiON AND CARE AS WELL. i CAN SAY THAT WHEW! HE'S A MAN! HAHA

i GUESS, THE FATHER ON THiS STORY/LETTER HAS A DEEP HiNANAKiT. AND HE'S JUST TRYING TO BE FUNNY iN HiS OWN WAY. HE'S EXPRESSiVE AND VERY iNFORMATiVE.

ENJOY READiNG

Anak,

sa maniwala ka o sa hindi, ikaw ang pinakamagandang nangyari sa buhay ko. Kahit hindi kami naging mag-asawa ng nanay mo, sana huwag kang magtatampo kung ikasal kami sa iba at magkaroon ka ng mga bagong kapatid. Magmahalan kayo bilang magkakapatid, at huwag ninyong gawing telenobela ang buhay ninyo dahil sa walang kakwenta-kwentang bagay

Mahalin mo ang nanay mo. Wala siyang ibang inisip kundi kapakanan mo. Kung paluin ka man niya o sigawan, ito ay dahil may nagawa kang hindi sang-ayon sa mga prinsipyo niya. Itanong mo kung bakit ka niya pinapagalitan. Kung mali naman talaga, huwag mo nang ulitin.

Piliin mong mabuti ang mga kaibigan mo. Huwag sumali sa barkada na may iisang stereotype. Huwag sumali sa barkada na puro jologs, puro conio, puro bakla, puro nerd, puro manginginom, o puro manyak. Siguraduhin mong nakikita mo ang lahat ng klase ng tao sa barkada mo. Mas marami kang matututunan sa kanila kesa sa TV o sa bahay mo. Marami silang maituturo sa yo na hindi namin kaya, o hindi appropriate na kami ang magturo.

Maging fluent ka sa written and spoken English. Pag-aralan mong mabuti ang subject-verb agreement. Huwag kang matakot mag-consult sa dictionary o thesaurus kapag may hindi ka naiintindihan. Kasi anak, darating ang araw, makakaapak ka sa ibang bansa, at sigurado akong marami kang makakausap na hindi makakaintindi ng Tagalog. Kahit saang sulok sa mundo, makakahanap ka ng magsasalita ng English.

Gawin mo ang lahat para matuto kang mag-gitara. Pag-aralan mo ding kumanta ng nasa tono. Kahit saan mo kasi dalhin ang gitara, maaaliw ka e. Isipin mo yung mga bulag. Hindi sila nakakapag-Playstation. Hindi sila nakakapag-Internet. Hindi sila nanonood ng TV, at hindi sila nakakapag-enjoy sa mall. Pero bigyan mo sila ng gitara at pakantahin mo, matutuwa sila. May kuryente man o wala, mapapasaya ka ng gitara. Makinig ka sa mga kanta ng Beatles. Kapag naging aware ka na sa pag-develop ng musical style ng Beatles, kahit anong genre kaya mong i-appreciate. Sa kanila ka matututong magsulat ng poetry, at sa kanila mo rin matututunan kung paano lagyan ng music ang poetry na ito. Saan ka nakakita ng banda na lampas 30 years nang naghiwalay, patay na ang ilan sa mga miyembro, pero sikat at ginagaya pa rin? Beatles lang ang makakagawa nun, anak.

Pagdating mo ng college, huwag mong kakalimutang subukan lahat ng kalokohan sa mundo. Bakit college? Kasi kung high school ka magiging sira ulo, mawawalan ka ng options sa college. Baka sa walang kwentang money-centric computer institute ka bumagsak. Mag-aral ka ng mabuti sa elementary at high school. Dapat makapasok ka sa UP, Ateneo, La Salle, o UST. Dapat maganda yung course mo. Sa college, balansehin mo yung academics mo tsaka kalokohan. Gumimik ka pero pasukan mo lahat ng klase mo kinbukasan. Huwag magpakalasing kung wala kang siguradong uuwian at kung walang aalalay sa yo pag sumusuka ka na. Wag maadik sa droga. Sumubok kang mag-marijuana pero subok lang. Kung dadating yung panahong hindi mo na mapigilang makipag-sex, siguraduhin mo lang na gaganda ang lahi natin kung sakaling mabuntis mo yung makaka-sex mo.

Practice safe sex. Wag mong kakalimutang mag-survey ng lugar kung may camera o wala. Kawawa naman ang nanay mo kung malalaman niyang may scandal ka.

Huwag mong gawing trial and error ang pagkakaroon ng girlfriend. Alamin mo muna kung ano ang kaya mong ibigay sa isang relationship, at kapag nalaman mo na, doon ka maghanap ng isang babaeng magiging masaya sa mga maibibigay mo. Pakinggan mong mabuti ang mga kuwento ng girlfriend mo. Alamin mo kung ano ang mga gusto niya at mga ayaw niya.Huwag mong sisigawan. Dahil ang babae, kapag pinakinggan mo siya at alam niyang nirerespeto mo siya, mamahalin ka nun habambuhay.

Pagka-graduate mo, iwanan mo na ang mga araw na umaasa ka pa sa ibang tao para mabuhay. Matuto kang mag-ipon. Alamin mo kung tama yung kinakaltas sa sweldo mo. Pinaghirapan mo yang pera na yan. Huwag mong hayaang kunin na lang ng kung sinu-sino. Bago ka gumastos, lagi mong itanong sa sarili mo kung ang bibilhin mo ay isang NEED o isa lamang WANT. Sana maging accountable sa lahat ng ginagawa mo. Oo, hindi maganda ang sitwasyon nung dumating ka sa mundo. Pero sana sa paglaki mo, huwag mong sisisihin ang mga pangyayaring ito kaya ka nagrerebelde o nalulugar sa masamang landas. Ang buhay mo ngayon ay dahil sa desisyon namin na mabuhay ka. Pero tandaan mo to: lahat ng mangyayari sa buhay mo e dahil sa mga desisyon mo.

Anak, marami pa akong gustong sabihin sa iyo. Buti na lang naitanong ko sa isang kaibigan ko kung ano ang kaisa-isang advice na maibibigay niya sa anak nya, at eto yung nasabi niya sa kin.

Sa lahat ng maibibigay kong advice, eto ang pinakamahalaga: LEARN.

Huwag kang matakot matuto. Matuto ka sa Discovery at National Geographic channels. Matuto ka sa library. Matuto ka sa Internet.
Matuto ka sa news. Matuto ka sa Bible, Koran, at teachings ni Buddha. Matuto ka sa mga pagkakamali namin ng nanay mo. Matuto ka sa mga kaibigan mo. Matuto ka sa mga pagkakamali mo..

Best Regards,
Tatay

SOURCE: rean (mtc.ning)

2008-11-24T11:41:00.000+08:00

MY SHARE ABOUT BOB ONG

Well, what i have here right now is a copy of BOB ONG's Realization. At first, i dont like reading tagalog books or whatsoever. It sounds funny kasi. But everything change. A Blogpost from someone also catch my attention. Its plainly tagalog and the blog is all abput his thoughts. I admire his blog because the content is soo real. You can even feel how sad that person. That he's just trying hard. A trying hard person, pretending his happy. That he's not a loser but his writing says everything. Describes everyting. He's sad and he's such a loser. That's how he feel about himself.

Now Let's go back to Bob Ong's realization. Its plainly tagalog and the content is really sensible. After reading some of his writing, i realized, whew! tama sia! In his own way, na i express nia ung pananaw nia about life, love whatsoever. And i will be posting some of them here as a share.

Hope u enjoy reading his REALIZATIONS. Im sure that you'll gonna like it. o those people who already read and an avid fan of BOB ONG. Astig! Count Me In. Im beggining to like him!

1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya.."

2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."

3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."

4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."

5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."

6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."

7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."

8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."

9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."

10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."

11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."

12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totoong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."

13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."

14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya."

15. "Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang
buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo."

16. "Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala"

17. "Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohanan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan"

18. "Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"

19. "Pakawalan mo yung mga bagay na nakakasakit sa iyo kahit na pinasasaya ka nito. Wag mong hintayin ang araw na sakit na lang ang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo."

20. "Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang mga taong malalapit sa iyo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo."

21. "Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal...nakakata kot mahulog...at kapag nahulog ka, it's either by accident or talagang tanga ka.."

NOTHiNG

2008-11-20T19:03:00.004+08:00

NO UPDATES YET

SORRY, I CANT UPDATE MY BLOG. GOODLUCK. MY MiND iS NOT WORKiNG RiGHT NOW. EWAN KO BA.
WELL i HAVE GOODNEWS FOR MYSELF. HAHA! GUESS WHAT? WELL iM SURE YOU CAN'T GUESS iT.
i ALREADY HAVE A NEW JOB. MUCH BETTER AND ACCESiBLE. iTS ALSO A BPO COMPANY, AS USUAL. AWW! AND MY J.O WiLL BE ANYTImE TOMMOROW AS PER H.R HAHA :) SO AT LEAST NBAWASAN UNG UPSET-NESZ KO HAHA! iM HAPPY BCOS THiS COMPANY ACCEPT ME! YESS! iLL MAKE SURE NA THEY WONT REGRET HiRiNG ME HAHA! iM AN ASSET. TOiNK!

SO THAT'S THE ONLY UPDATE. ABOUT MY SCHOOL. iLL LET YOU KNOW SOON. A WEEK CGURO. THERE. ALSO I WOULD LiKE TO TAKE THIS OPPORTUNiTY DAHiL DUMADAMi ANG COMMENTATORS KO. NYAH! ANU DAW? YEAH. iM RECiEVING A LOT OF PM'S FROM DiFFERENT PEOPLE (that i dont know) SAYiNG THAT 'KiP iT UP" KAYA MO YAN" ETC.. WELL WHATEVER UR MESSAGE iS. i GLADLY APPRECiATE iT. AT LEAST iM MORE iNSPiRED TO POST NEW UPDATES, CRiTiCiSMS, OPiNiONS ETC.. BSTA ALL ABOUT MY THOUGHTZ. NOTHING ELSE NOTHING MORE.

THEY CALL IT AS SARILING PANANAW. SO I GUESS MY LIFE IS AN OPEN BOOK NOW.. AND SORRY iF MAY KONTiNG LAPSES, WALA LANG, HAHA!! :) THE HELL I CARE HEHE. AUN.. ENJOI READING.

THANK U!

2008-11-17T20:10:00.000+08:00

WOW! THANK U EVERYONE. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE GUYS

iM AT EASE NOW. KiNDA COMFY. MKAKAPAG ENROLL NKO BUKAS.. i REALiZED HAHA :) MY MiSTAKE. AKO GUMASTOS SO i HAVE TO DO SUMTiNG ABOUT iT RYT?

ANYWAY, iM LUCKY COS i HAVE A LOT OF FRiENDS HU NEVER FORGET TO MOTiVATE AND MAGBGAY NG ADViCE. iM SO HAPPY TO HAVE YOU GUYS!

MAHMiNE.. THANK U. MWAAH! AND TO ALL .. THANKS. iLL UPDATE YOU ALL SA NEW UNiFORM KO.. EXCiTED ULi AKO AFTER TWO YEARS NA NAG STOP AKO.

AT LEAST iTS NOT THE SAME UNiFORM i HAD WEN i WAS iN SiENA.. PERO i GUESS MY SiENA QC UNiFOR iS BETTER THAN MY KESTER GRANT'S UNiFORM.. WELL THAT'S FiNE!

iLL UPDATE YOU TOMOROW PiPZ

REGARDiNG MY WOUND, MJO GUMAGALiNG NA SiA. SA WKAS! NKKALUNGKOT KC i WAS TOLD NA iT WiL BECOME A PEKLAT WHiCH iS THE FiRST SCAR EVER.. HUHU :( BUT THAT'S FiNE.

THERE'S ALWAYS SURGERY HAHA!

THANK U ULi i LOVE YAH ALL :)

iM DOWN :( PERO NGAUN LANG TOH!

2008-11-17T11:58:00.001+08:00

BAD DAY!

iTS MONDAY AND STiLL, WALA PA RiNG CHANGES. THiS iS REALLY STUPiD, NWAWALAN NKO NG PAG ASA.; HAHA :)

NO SERiOUSLY, iM STARTiNG TO FEEL DOWN AND USELESS. KACi NMN, i GiVE UP MY WORK iN SiTEL AND TAKE NOTE iVE BEEN WORKiNG THERE, ALMOST TWO YEARS NA. iM PLANNING TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL DiS NOVEMBER SANA, BUT .. PARANG NAGKA LECHE LECHE PA LALO. SORRY FOR THE WORD.

i ACCIDENTALLY SPEND HALF OF MY TUiTiON FEE iMPORTANT MATTER ANYWAY, SO NAGKULANG. TRiED GOiNG SA SCHOOL LAST THURSDAY TO GET SCHEDULE AND NGiNG SUCCESFUL NMN BUT, ON THE OTHER HAND, THEY DIDNT LET ME ENROLL KC i ONLY HAVE \HALF OF THE DEPOSiT FEE WHEREiN i PROMiSE TO PAY iT NMN ON THE 28TH.

THEY DECLiNE iT! REASOMN? THEY DONT WANT TO GIVE "SPECiAL TREATMENT" iS DAT A VALiD REASON, SHEET, RiGHT? WAT ABOUT THOSE PEOPLE WHO'S WiLLiNG AND EAGER TO CONTiNUE THEIR STUDY BUT DOESNT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY UPFRONT TO PAY THE DEPOSiT? PANU NLNG UN? iS THAT iT? JUZ BECAUSE OF THEiR PRiDE THAT THeY'RE NOT ALLOWiNG "SPECiAL TREATMENT" UNACCEPTABLE!

NAAiYAK AKO COS iTS REALLY UNFAiR. HNDi NMN NiCE UNG SCHOOL SiNCE KAKAUMPiSA PLANG NiLA MAG OPERATE HERE iN THE PHiLS.

SiENA COLLEGE. MY PREViOUS SCHOOL. i LOVE STAYiNG THERE. AND i DONT HAVE ANY REGRETS. i DECIDED TO TRANSFER TO A DiFFERENT SCHOOL, WAY CHEAPER. ACCESiBLE. UN LNG ANG BENEFiT THEN UN PA NAPALA KO.. AWW! :(

NOW, IVE LOST TWO iMPORTANT PART OF MY GROWTH. MY JOB, FOR SiTEL WHiCH REALLY UPSETS ME BCOS THEY DIDNT GAVE ME ANY CONSIDERATiON THOUGH i UNDERSTAND NMN.. SHEMPRE PART ODF THEiR TASK TO DiSCiPLiNE REP'S ANYWAY! BUT THE THiNG iS, i HAVE REASON AND THEY DDINT HONOR IT AS WELL. BUT i CANT BLAME THEM. TOO LATE. :(

i MiSS WORKiNG THERE! i MiSS EVERYTHiNG. BUT WALA NA, i'VE LOST iT. i KNOW iTS MY FAULT KASi MJO NAAPEKTUHAN UNG TRABAHO KO PERO REASONABLE NMN LAHAT EE. HNDi LANG NA CONSiDER. :(

LASTLY, iVE LOST THE OPPORTUNiTY OF GOiNG BACK TO SCHOOL THiS SEMESTER. AFTER GiViNG UP MY WORK WHiCH iS REALLY A HORRiBLE, STUPiD DECiSiON, GANiTO PA ANG RESULT! SHiET TLGA!

NOW, i DONT THiNK i CAN STiLL HANDLE iT. iVE GOT A LOT OF PROBLEMS. NAGKA SABAY SABAY PA PESTE. TPOS BAD PA UNG FRiENDSTER KASi BiNURA UNG FRiENDS LiST KO HEHE :)

i DONT WANT TO CONTiNUE THiS.. LALO LANG AKONG NGiGiNG UPSET. SANA LANG MA RESOLVE KO TOH.

SANA.

HAHA! SECOND POST FOR THE DAY!

2008-11-16T17:38:00.000+08:00

GRRR.. FRiENDSTER iS REALLY iRRiTATiNG RECENTLY. AFTER 2 DAYS NG MAiNTENANCE THiNG. THEY WiLL RETURN WiTH A MORE HORRiBLE OUTCOME. WHY?

BECAUSE UNFORTUNATELY, FRiENDS LiST iS NABAWASAN. FOR EXAMPLE, MY FRiNEDSTER ACCOUNT HAS 999 FRiENDS WEN i CHECKED iT AFTER THE "MAINTENCE ETC", iT ONLY TURNS OUT TO 26 FRiENDS LiST.. OH DBA? GOODLUCK!

i ALSO HEARD FROM A FRiEND WHiCH HAS 256 FRiENDS NA HiS FRiENDS LiST DAW TUMAAS ANG COUNT. 290+ WHAT THE.. iSNT iT UNFAiR! MHiRAP ATA MAG HANAP NG LONG LOST FRiENDS NOH. WHAT iF HNDi NA SiA NAG UUPDATE. GRRR. SO iT'S GONE FOREVER NLNG? GANUN?

BUT iNSPiTE OF THOSE USELESS AND HORRiBLE RESULT, HERE'S THE GOOD NEWS.

FRiENDSTER HAS THEY'RE OWN iNTERACTiVE BLOG ALREADY. TLGANG iNTERACTiVE UNG WORD KO :) COMPARE TO THE ORiGiNAL FRiENDSTER BLOG, THiS ONE iS NiCER. iT HAS DiFFERENT THEMES AS WELL THAT YOU COULD ADD TO YPUR BOLG ROLL PARA MAGMKHANG MAGANDA. i HAVENT TAKE A DEEPER TOUR YET BUT I GUESS UN LANG YUNG NAGiNG BONUS POiNT.

HOPEFULLY, MAiBALiK UNG LiSTS NG FRiENDS KO HUHU :( BAD DAY TLGA GRRR

BAD DAY FOR ME..

2008-11-16T14:19:00.001+08:00

HAHA! THiS iS ABSURD!

MY GOODNESZ, i DIDNT EXPECT NA MKAKASULAT PKO NG OPiNiON REGARDING WHAT HAPPEN LAST NiGHT. TO MAKE iT SHORT, THE PREViOUS POST REGARDiNG COLLEAGUE ETC. iS UNEXPECTED. BELiEVE iT OR NOT. TiPSY NKO NiAN. WE HAD A LiTTLE DRiNK WHiLE DiSCUSSiNG. AND AUN, NATUWA NAMAN AKO COS iNSPiTE O TiPSY-NESS YESTERDAY, NKAGAWA PKO NG MASTERPiECE THAT EVEN ME, CANT UNDERSTAND MY POINT ON THAT POSTS.

ANYWAY, BAD NEWS FOR ME. I HAD A VERY BiG WOUND ON MY LEGS RiGHT NOW. i HATE MOTOR TLGA BUT SiNCE KAiLANGAN, AYUN NAG MOTOR PA RiN AKO AND DIS iS THE OUTCOME. iLL SHOW YOU PiCS WHAT HAPPEN AND KUNG ANU NA iTSURA NG PESTENG LEGS KO DAHiL SA PESTENG MOTOR HUHU :(

i NiD HELP THiS TiME, SiNCE i DONT WANNA GO TO A DOCTOR JUZ TO HAVE A MEDiCAL CONSULATiON OR WHATEVER. i JUZ WANT TO KNOW FEW THiNGS, WHAT WiLL HAPPEN TO MY WOUND AFTER FEW WEEKS, WiLL iT BE A UNWANTED SCAR? OH SHiET. i WANNA CRY.. THiS iS ABSOLUTELY ... AWWW! I DONT WANT TO CONTiNUE HUHU.

iM UPSET BECAUSE OF MY WOUND. AND UNFORTUNATELY, i CANT WEAR NiCE SHORTS NA FOR THE MEAN TiME. AND WHAT iM AFRAiD OF iS BKA FOREVER SCAR NA SiA! AWW! :(

CAN ANYBODY TEWLL ME WHAT TO DO? SiNCE i REALLY DONT WANT TO GO THE DOCTOR SA NGAUN COS iTS STiLL FRESH AND BKA LAGYAN NiA NG MAHAPDiNG MEDiCiNES OR A TUSOK THiNG! AWW! iM AFRAiD..

THAT'S ALL FOR NOW! THANK U FOR READiNG .. :)

MY WOUND.. EEEWW~!

UPDATE

2008-11-16T01:06:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD..

HAHAHA :) iTS 1:07 AM 16TH DAY OF NOVEMBER. i JUST FINISH THE LiSTENiNG TO THE DISCUSSION OF SOME SENiOR ASSOCiATES FROM A WELL KNOWN BPO COMPANY. GUESS WHAT'S THE DiSCUSSiON ALL ABOUT.. YEAH. iTS ALL ABOUT THE CO-AGENT OR COLLEAGUE. YEAH! WHETHER iTS POSiTIVE OR NOT STiLL ITS ALL ABOUT THEYRE COLLEAGUE. WHiCH i DONT APPRECIATE, SERIOUSLY.

WELL I GUESS YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT'S ON MY MIND RiGHT NOW, AND INCASE YOU'RE CORRECT.. I APPLAUD YOU FOR THAT WiLD GUESS

NOW LET ME START WITH THE TERM COLLEAGUE.

COLLEAGUE iS AN OFFICE MATE OR A FELLOW MEMBER OF A PROFFESiON, STAFF OR ACADEMiC FACULTY. TO SiMPLiFY, iTS AN ASSOCiATE. WELL THiS ARE THE PEOPLE THAT YOU ARE WORKiNG WiTH. THEY ARE THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU.

SO WHAT'S THE SENSE OF THiS DiSCUSSiON THEN? WELL I JUZ WANT OPEN MY OPINION REGARDING THE SCENARiO THAT i HAVE A WHiLE AGO.

A GROUP OF ASSOCiATE HAD A DISCUSSION REGARDING ONE ISSUE. AN ISSUE THAT I GUESS VERY SIMPLE iF YOU'RE JUST GOING TO FOCUS AND PROJECT A WiDE AND EDUCATED iDEA. BUT UNFORTUNATELY, THEY MADE IT WiLDER AND MORE DEEPER WHiCH REDIRECTS THROUGH ANOTHER iDEA. iTS LiKE CRiTiCiZiNG. NEGATiVE WAY

i DONT HAVE ANYTHING AGAINST CRITICISMS OR WHATEVER BUT THE POINT IS YOU DONT HAVE TO PUT IT IN A NEGATIVE SCENARiO WHEREIN THAT PERSON/ASSOCIATE iS ALREADY iN A WIN-LOSE SiTUATiON.

THE POINT OF THIS NON SENSE THOUGHT OF ME, IS TO LET THIS PEOPLE KNOW OE WHOEVER THOSE PEOPLE TO BE MORE CAREFUL IN EACH WORD OR IDEA THAT THEY ARE EXPRESSING OR SAYING.

IT WILL TOTALLY LEAD TO A DAMAGE.

iF YOU STILL REMEMBER THE QUOTATiON WHEREIN IT SAYS THAT "WORDS CANT BREAK BONES BUT IT CAN BREAK HEART"

i AGREE AND IM SURE YOU WILL AGREE AS WELL. ITS NOT BEING EXHAGERATED OR OVER ACTING BUT iTS TRUE. WE MUST BE VERY CAREFUL. WHATEVER WHERE DOING, WE NEED TO APPLY THE SECOND THOUGHT OR SECOND OPINION BEFORE TAKING OR GIVING ACTION.

OUR OWN WORDS SOMETIMES REFLECT OUR OWN PERSONALITY. ITS ALSO A SIMPLE WAY OF DESCRIBING YOUR IDENTITY. THE WAY YOU TALK, THE WAY YOU SPEAK, WAY OF THINKING AND WHATEVER, iKAW LAHAT UN.

iN SHORT, YOU AS A PERSON. LAHAT NG BAGAY N GAGAWiN MO WILL REFLECT SAU RiN. U KNOW ITS LIKE ANSWERING A SIMPLE COLLEGE ALGEBRA. A SET OF QUESTION WITH DIFFERENT ANSWER. AND EACH ANSWER REFLECTS TO EACH QUESTION. YOU CANNOT PUT YOUR ANSWER NOS: 3 TO QUESTION NOS. 4 BECAUSE HiNDi SiA TUTUGMA.. CORRECT ME iF WRONG

PARANG US, AKO UNG WRITER AND YOU'RE MY READER. THE WAY I WRITE, IM SURE YOU ALREADY HAVE AN IDEA WHO I AM. WHAT MY THOUGHTS ARE, WHAT i LIKE AND WHAT'S IN MY MiND. MALAMANG, NASA FiRST STANZA KA PLANG A WHILE AGO YOU ALREADY KNOW OR YOU HAVE AN iDEA NA WHAT THiS TOPIC ALL ABOUT. BECAUSE YOU KNOW IT. AND ITS UR iNTERPRETATION AS A READER.

BEING CAREFUL DOESNT HARM U AS A PERSON ANYWAY. MY FRIENDS ALWAYS DESCRiBE ME AS "SLOW" NOT LiTERALLY SLOW NA, MAHiRAP MKA GETS.. U KNOW FiLiPiNO iDiOMATiC EXPRESSION. BUT WHAT THEY MEAN IS, LAGi AKONG LATE WHEN IT COMES TO SiTUATiONAL SCENARiO AND DELiVERiNG MY RESOLUTiON TO WHATEVER PROBLEMS.

PA iMPORTANTE iN SHORT. WHY, BECAUSE I MAKE SURE THAT MY DECiSiON iS THE BEST. NA TAMA ANG GINAGAWA KO, THAT HNDI AKO MKAKASAKIT NG iBANG TAO OR WHATEVER.

i ALWAYS THiNK TWiCE OR MORE. i WANT EVERYTHiNG iN PERFECT. NOT ACTUALLY PERFECT LiTERALLY BUT AT LEAST ALM KO NA MAGKAMALi MAN AKO iM READY FOR THE OUTCOME AND ANOTHER RESOLUTiON WiLL TAKE CARE OF iT.

i ALSO MAKE SURE THAT iN EVERYTHING NA GAGAWiN KO, i ALWAYS PUT THE BEST iN ME.. LAGi KONG iNiiCP, HEY! THiS iS iT! YOU CAN DO iT! ETC.

iTS AN OPINION ANYWAY. PERO I GUESS ITS BETTER iF EVERYONE HAS THiS WAY OF THiNKiNG WHEN iT COMES TO CRiTiCiZING OR MAKiNG A DECISION. ANYWAY, NASA HULI ANG PAG SISISI. AND iVE BEEN THERE. ALL OF MY LiFE, MARAMi AKONG BAGAY NA PiNAG SiSiSHAN. WHiCH AT THE END, THANKFUL PA RiN AKO COS i ALWAYS THiNK THAT ..

"EVERYTHiNG HAPPENS FOR A REASON, WHATEVER THE OUTCOME IS. BE HAPPY iTS MY DECiSION. AT LEAST i DiD iT AND PUT MY BEST ONTO iT"

WELL YAN TALAGA ANG MOTiVATiNG WORDS KO FOR MY EVERYDAY LiFE. i ALWAYS PUT THiNGS iN A POSiTiVE WAY OF THiNKiNG. MAS MAGiGiNG MAGANDA ANG OUTCOME. THOUGH SOMETiMES NASA SUUPER UPSET MOMENT NKO, i STILL THiNK NA,

THAT'S FiNE GURL.. MAY KAPALiT NA MAS MAGANDA YAN.

SO AUN, SHARE KO LNG UNG THOUGHT KO REGARDIMNG THE SCENARIO A WHILE AGO.. ITS DISCRIMINTATING NA KASI WHEREIN NDI NILA ALM NA THEYRE ALREADY HURTING THIS SOMEONE WiTH THEIR SiMPLE BUT "UNNECESSARY" WORDS.

iM SLEEPY NA.. GOODNiGHT PiPZ

THANK YOU!

2008-11-12T18:33:00.001+08:00

THANK YOU!

Hi READERS.. AS IF HAHA :) THANK YOU FOR READiNG AND ViSiTiNG MY SiTE. i KNOW THAT MY BLOG iS NOT UPDATED. AND NDi MASYADONG iNTERESTiNG ANG LAMAN. BUT AT LEAST, i HAVE MY BLOG HAHa! SO THiS iS ALL ABOUT HAViNG BLOG. UN LANG YUN HAHA!

ANYWAY, DAPAT i HAVE A VERY NiCE TOPiC BUT SiNCE NAALiW AKO SA iSANG ANONYMOUS BLOGGER, i DECIDED TO CHANGE EVERYTHING.

I WUD LIKE TO INFORM U NA, THIS IS NOT REALLY ME! iTS NOT ALL ABOUT ME. ALM MO UN! THiS BLOG iS PART OF ME WHEREIN PAG MAY NAiCP AKONG iLAGAY UN LNG BUT WiTH MY DiRECT AND UNLAWFUIL OPiNiON.. HiNDi iTO UN. LETS MAKE IT SIMPLE. THIS BLOG OF MiNE iS ALL ABOUT KAPLASTiKAN..

MAIN REASON KUNG BKIT LITTLE LANG ANG LAMAN iS BCOS THIS IS NOT ME! LETS SAY HNDI NMN PLA LAHAT KA PLASTiKAN COS PREVIOUS POSTS IS REALLY MY OPINION.

AFTERWARDS, DAHiL WALA NKONG MAiCP I DECIDED TO O WITH THE FLOW, AH USO PLA YUNG REVIEW I GUESS I NEED TO CREAT E MY OWN REVIEW. AHH.. ATTRTiON, YEAH iTS USO NGA, HMMM LET ME SAY SUMTiNG ABOUT iT ETC.. NOW U KNOW GUYS

AND, TO TELL U HONESTLY, IM PRETTY AMAZE WiTH THE BLOG OF THiS MR ANONYMOUS. i GUESS, HE'S SAD. BUT MAYBE NOON PA UN. THANK U SA KNYA COS AT LEAST, NATUTO AKO.. AWW!

YAN MUNA FOR NOW, I NEED TO GO. SANA I CAN CREATE NEW AND HiLARIOUS TOPIC TOMMOROW.

AGAiN THANK YOU SiR!

THE TRAiLERS ...

2008-11-07T15:12:00.000+08:00

DRAGON BALL MOViE 2009

THE FAST AND THE FURiOUS 4 (2009)

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRiNCE

QUANTOM OF SOLACE

TWILIGHT SERiES

DAN BROWN'S: ANGELS AND DEMONS

BEDTiME STORiES

REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW!

2008-11-07T13:53:00.000+08:00

HALLLEER! WHAT ABOUT A RECAP! YOU KNOW WHAT'S KEEPIN' ME BUSY GUYS? READiNG! YEAH AS USUAL, IM READING. AND iM ALREADY ON THE THiRD BOOK OF STEPHANIE MEYERS TWILIGHT SERIES! AWW! iTS SUPEER NiCE. I LOVE THE STORY AND I LOVE EDWARD. HE'S MY "PENGUIN" MY FUTURE PENGUIN ..

I CREATED DIS REVIEW TO GIVE U AN IDEA ABOUT MY TWO ALL TIME FAVORITE AUTORS.. NGAUN LANG TOH! MAYBE iN THE FUTURE MADAGDAGN!

DAN BROWN, AUTHOR OF THE CONTROVERSIAL "DA VINCCI CODE" MOVIE IS NOT THAT NICE. AS ALWAYS.. HEHEH :) i CAN SAY NA ITS KINDA "BITIN" BUT THAT'S FiNE. SORY iS NICE ANYWAY. NOW, THEY WILL RELEASE ANOTHER MOVIE FROM OF COURSE THE ONE AND ONLY "DAN BROWN" GUESS WHAT'S THE TITLE? AWW!

YEAH! ITS THE "ANGELS AND DEMONS" NABASA KO NA RIN SIA. I ADMIRE THE STORY, AS ALWAYS! AND IM HOPING THAT IT TURNS OUT BETTER THAN THE MOVIE VERSION OF DA VICCI CODE BECAUSE THAT MOViE iS KiNDA TERRiBLE COMPARE SA BOOK! :)

ALSO, LETS NOT FORGET STEPHANIE MEYER'S TWILIGHT SERIES THE MOVIE IS COMING TO TOWN! YEAH! AND IM EXCITED. IM HOPING NA SANA, MKASALUBONG KO C EDWARD HAHA :)

I ALSO INCLUDE THE TRAILER AND THE BANNER. I KNOW MJO LATE NA ANG BLOG KO, BUT THAT'S FINE THIS IS MY WORLD, AT LEAST I HAVE VIEWERS AND READERS!

iN ADDITION TO THOSE MOVIES THAT I ADMIRE, U CAN ALSO TRY CHECKING THiS MOVIES. THESE ARE INCOMING MOVIES! YEAH! INCOMING BABY! HOPE YOU ENJOY CHECKING.

ADAM SANDLER'S BED TIME STORIES

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE (JULY 17, 2009)

STREET FiGHTER: THE LEGEND OF CHUN LI

ANG NALALPiT, QUANTOM OF SOLACE

NOTORiOUS AND PiNK PANTHER 2

DRAGON BALL THE MOViE (2003)

SAW V

RESiDENT EViL

THE FAST AND THE FURiOUS 4

ALRiGHT. THAT'S ALL FOR NOW! iM TiRED. OH, THANK YOU S MGA PNAGKUHAAN KO NG PiCS, WARNER BROS. WEBSiTE, MTC, GOOGLE etc...

WHAT ABOUT US! ? ;(

2008-11-07T13:14:00.000+08:00

OBAMA TAKE THE LEAD

BARACK OBAMA WON. WHAT WiLL HAPPEN TO US THEN.. HMMM. LETS JUST SEE AFTER 3-6 MONTHS. i HEARD THAT HE iS ANTi OUTSOURCiNG.. AS iF? HAHAH! ANYWAY, iF THAT'S REALLY THE CASE. WHAT ABOUT US? iS iT BYE BYE NA BA? AWW! WAG NMN SANA MOST OF THE FILIPINO'S PA NMN IS NAG DE-DEPENDE ON CALL CENTER JOB.

SABi NGA NiLA EITHER UR FRESH GRADUATE, UNDERGRADUATE OR ALREADY GRADUATED 7-20 YEARS AGO. AS LONG AS YOU HAVE THE GUTS TO EXPRESS URSELF iN "ENGLISH" U KNOW.. "GOOD COMMUNICATION SKILLS KUNG TAWAGiN, AND YOU HAVE AN AMPLE KNOWLEDGE iN COMPUTER NAViGATION! WOW! MEN UR INN! CORRECT ME iF iM WRONG GUYS! :)PERO IM SURE TAMA AKO ... HAHAH :)

BUT OF COURSE, CONTRARY TO MY DEFiNiTiON, MERON DiN NMN TALAGANG HiGH STANDARD WEN iT COMES TO EDUCATIONAL AND EXPERIENCE BACKGROUND. WELL AS FAR AS I KNOW, ACCENTURE IS NOT ACCEPTING UNDERGRADS. IVE BEEN TOLD THAT THEY TRIED HIRING UNDERGRADS BUT iTS A BIG COST ON THEIR PART. HEAR SAYS LNG NAMAN. BUT iF iTS TRUE, THEN WE CANT BLAME THEM, iF I WERE THE COMPANY, I WILL NOT PRiORiTIZE UNDERGRADS AS WELL PERO MAY CHANCE NAMAN.

SO WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT THEN. IF OBAMA INSIST TO PULL OUT ALL AMERICAN ACCOUNTS OR CAMPAIGN.. PANU NA TAYO? ALTHOUGH, THERE'S UK, AUSTRALiAN ETC ACCOUNTS. SAN BA MAS MARAMiNG ACCOUNT.? DBA SA U.S? AWW!

iF U KNOW ANYTHING .. PLS LET ME KNOW. MAYBE OUR NEXT TOPIC IS ALL ABOUT UHMM ... NOT YET SURE!

THANKS FOR READING ANYWAY!

iM BACK!

2008-11-01T19:10:00.000+08:00

HELLO BELOVED READERS!

I CANT REALLY iMAGiNE THAT SOMEHOW, AFTER DECIDING TO ABANDON THiS BLOG SITE OF MiNE, iM STiLL HERE. THiNKiN' WHAT WiLL BE MY NEXT TOPiC iS?

AS CHECKiN' ON MY "PAGE ViEW COUNTER" i WAS AMAZED COZ i STiLL HAVE CLiENTS, READERS, PROSPECTS OR WATEVER WHO STiLL CARE TO DROP BY AND READ MY PREViOUS POSTS.
AND FOR THAT. I WOULD LiKE TO SAY "THANK YOU" WHATEVER YOUR PURPOSE iS, AT LEAST MY PAGE ViEW COUNTER COUNTS YOU iN.

ALRiGHT THEN, NOW WHAT WiLL BE THiS "RETURN BLOG THiNG ALL ABOUT" UNFORTUNATELY, i DONT HAVE ANYTHiNG RiGHT NOW. i JUST DECIDED TO CHECK AND THEN .. iM HERE. TYPiNG AGAiN AND i CANT HELP iT!

ALM KO NA, iLL JUZ GiVE U SOME UPDATES ABOUT WHAT HAPPEN TO "ME"
THiS PAST FEW MONTHS OF NOT WRiTiNG!

LET ME START FROM JULY..
WELL JULY iS THE MONTH WHEREiN LEO AND CANCER iS THE ZODiAC SiGN
BiRTHSTONE iS RUBY
AND THAT iS ALSO MY BiRTHDAY

UNFORTUNATELY, ON THE EXACT DATE OF MY BDAY W/C IS THE 28TH.. i WAS HOSPiTALiZED AND CONFiNED FOR 5DAYS AWW!
i HAE A LOT OF PLANS P NMN SANA FOR MY BiRTHDAY BUT SiNCE i DONT HAVE ANY CHOiCE AT ALL, NAGPA-CONFiNE AKO. OH! AND THAT'S BCOS OF MY ASTHMA. TO GiVE U A HEADS UP, i ALREADY HAVE MY ASTHMA SiNCE BiRTH. iTS A HREDITARY SiCKNESS THAT I GOT FROM MY DAD WHO HAS A VERY CRiTiCAL ASTHMA.

iNSPiTE OF HAViNG "ASTHMA" i STiLL SMOKE, AND i CONSUME ONE PACK OR MORE EQUiVALENT TO 20-30 STiCKS PER DAY ESPECiALLY iF iM iN THE OFFiCE. i STARTED THiS HABiT WHEN i WAS ON MY SECOND YEAR OF SECONDARY SCHOOL. AND iTS HARD FOR ME TO JUST GET RiD OF THiS HABiT/ViCES" OOPS! i KNOW FOR A FACT AS WELL THAT i CAN QUiT SMOKiNG. BUT i CANT HELP iT.. HEHHE :)

TO CONTiNUE THE REViEW, MY OFFiCEMATES WERE THERE AND ViSiT ME NMN EVEN iM iN THE HOSPiTAL. AND i APPRECiATE iT ANYWAY! THEY BROUGHT ME A CAKE WHEREIN iNDi KO MAKAiN BCOS OF MY "FASTING/PASTiNG" WHATEVER. SO AUN.. i LET MY BOYFRiEND ATE IT.

SORRY BUT i GUESS THAT'S ALL FOR THE MEAN TiME. iLL JUZ CONTiNUE THiS LATER. MAYBE DiFFERENT TOPiC NA OR WHATEVER. MY MiND CANT REMEBER ANYTHiNG NA AFTER THAT. EPEKTO NG MEDiCiNES HAHA!

iM YOURS ...

2008-07-11T10:18:00.000+08:00

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...

MiSSiNG THIS HAPi GT FAMiLY

2008-07-06T05:15:00.000+08:00

WE STARTED AS 40, THAT WAS WAYBACK FEBRUARY 19 OF 2007 ... WERE ALL ViRGiNS THAT TiME..

SLEEPiNG PROBLEMS ... THERE'S A FUNNY SOLUTiON

2008-06-27T03:10:00.000+08:00

i AM HAViNG TROUBLE WiTH MY SLEEP RECENTLY, CGURO NGAUN KO LNG NA NOTiCE BUT i KNOW FOR A FACT THAT THIS HAD BEEN OCCURiNG SiNCE I GAVE BIRTH TO MY BABY GIRL. WELL iTS OBViOUS THAT i SUPPOSED TO SLEEP IN THE MORNING SiNCE MY SCHEDULE iS GRAVEYARD. EVERYTIME I GO HOME AND TRY TO RELAX MY MIND, NOTHING HAPPENS, STiLL.. i STAY AWAKE TILL 3PM.

iM TRYING TO FIND SOME TECHNiQUES ON HOW TO FALL ASLEEP. i TRiED TAKING DIFFERENT PILLS, I EVEN TRY VALUUM WHEREIN i KNOW FOR A FACT THAT iM NOT SUPPOSED TO TAKE THAT MEDICINE.. HAHA.. GUSTO KO NGA "E" HAHA.. ANYWAY, i TRIED ASKING MY COLLEAGUES AND FRIENDS WHO IS ALSO WORKING IN GRAVEYARD AND THEY GAVE ME SOME POINTS. I TRIED MEDITATING, DRINKING GLASS OF MILK BEFORE GOING TO BED. I EVEN FILE A 2 DAYS SICK LEAVE AND WENT TO A DOCTOR IN DELOS SANTOS IN MEGAMALL.. I EVEN COMPLAIN ABOUT MY VERTIGO COS BAKA RELATED UN HAHA... WHiLE ON THE HOSPiTAL, DOCTOR ADVISE ME TO HAVE A CBC (COMPLETE BLOOD COUNT) WHiCH i REALLY HATE SINCE IM AFRAID WITH NEEDLES, SYRINGE ETC. BELiEVE iT OR NOT, IM ALWAYS ARGUiNG WITH THE NURSE/STAFF IF THEY WILL START THEIR "TUROK THiNG" USING SYRINGE. BUT OF COURSE, I DONT HAVE A CHOICE AND I ALSO WANT TO CURE THiS STUPiD iNSOMNiA. (iGUESS) AFTER THAT, i UNDERGO XRAY AND A CONSULTAION WITH AN OPTHA MAYBE BECAUSE OF MY VERTIGO, TUMAAS NA DAW GARDO NG EYES QU.. HAHA!! PERO, NDi PA RiN DAW CONNECTED UNG SLEEPiNG PROBLEM KO AND VERTiGO SA RESULT NG DiAGNOSiS NIA, SO AYUN.. AFTER DOING ALL THE DOCTORS ADVISE, I WAITED FOR ALMOST 2 HOURS JUST TO GET THE RESULT. AFTER THE LONG WAIT, DOCTOR ADVISE ME TO TAKE A 6 HOURS REST.. THATS IT. MY GOODNESZ.. NASABi KO NA LNG BGLA, SANA i DIDNT WASTE MY TIME HERE NLANG. AYUN, PARANG NOTHING HAPPENS. SO PARANG HiNDi RiN NiA KO NATULUNGAN.

AYUN, UMUWi NKO AND SiNCE iM PHYSiCALLY TIRED, NAKATULOG AKO NG 3-4PM AND MY BOYFRIEND WAKE ME UP AT EXACT 7PM FOR ME TO HAVE TiME TO PREPARE AND TO WORK.. WHiLE TAKiNG A BATH i NOTICE THAT I HAVE A VERY BAD HEADACHE AND PARANG MY FEVER AKO. SO NALiGO AKO AGAD, AND GRAB THE THERMOMETER TO CHECK IF I HAVE FEVER, OMG GOODLUCK 39-40 LANG NAMAN ANG RESULT. SO I DECIDED NOT TO GO TO WORK BAKA PAGOD LANG OR SOMETHING. AS USUAL HNDi N NMN AKO NAKATULOG.. GRRRR!! THE NEXT DAY, MEJO NAWALA UNG FEVER KO. I THOUGHT I CAN GO TO WORK NA. BUT, THE BAD THING IS MY BABY IS SICK, ACTUALLY MAS LUMALA UNG FEVER NiA. SO I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF HER. i CANNOT JUST LET HER YAYA TAKE CARE OF HER. AT EXACT 5PM, MEJO AKO NMN NKARAMDAM NG SOMETHING. i TOOK AN HOUR REST, AND WOKE UP AT 7:30PM. MY FEVER RETURNED GOODLUCK TO ME. SO AS USUAL NDI N NAMAN AKO PUMASOK.. LAGOT!! GANUN PA RIN NOTHING HAPPEN. UNTIL NOW, MY SLEEPING DISORDER IS STILL OCCURING TOO BAD FOR ME.

I TRIED TAKiNG LEIZENZI CAPSULE LAST TUESDAY, AND MY GOD INSTEAD OF LETTING ME SLEEP, AYUN IM AWAKE 24 HOURS STRAIGHT.. SHOOT. EVEN IN THE OFFICE, iM TRYING TO TAKE A NAP FOR AN HOUR ALM MO UN SA LUNCH KO BUT NOTHING HAPPEN NDI NGA AKO ANTUKIN EE..

A WHiLE AGO, I ATE MY LUNCH WITH iZEL AND CONSULT HER IF SHE KNOWS SOMETHING THAT WILL MAKE ME FALL ASLEEP. SHE JUST LAUGH AND INFORM ME ABOUT HER OWN EXPERIENCE. ANYWAY, JUST AN ADDITIONAL INFO IZEL IS A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE. SHE'S A GIRL WHO'S DRiNKiNG A LOT OF PILLS PARA DAW SA HEALTH NiA. ANDAMi NiA RiNG BiNiBiLiNG STUFFS TO KEEP HER MiND AND BODY BECOME PHYSICALLY FIT. AYUN, TO CONTINUE THE STORY, IZEL TOLD ME THAT HER DOING MEDITATION IF SHE CANT SLEEP. SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE'S iMAGiNING THAT SHE'S SLEEPING SA GITNA NG HEAVEN. OR MiNSAN SA KAKHUYAN.. WAT DA? ANYWAY WHILE SHE'S TELLING HER STORY ABOUT THE "IMAGINE THING" AKO NMN I iMAGiNE THiNGS NA CNASABi NiA.. SO PARANG DiNADAMDAM KO UNG KWENTO NIA.. AND SHE SUDDENLY STOP WHEN I LAUGH.. AS IN SUPER LAUGH TLGA.. NKAKAHiYA NGA EE, NGAUN KO LANG NA REALiZE. SHE ASKED ME KUNG ANU NKAKATAWA. i SUDDENLY TOLD HER THAT UPON DOING HER "KWENTO" IM iMAGiNINGTHAT I AM THE CHARACTER.. LYING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE GRASS. MARAMinG TREES. THE AIR IS FRESH.. QUIET AND RELAXING PLACE. PEACEFUL AND NO ONE IS AROUND SO OK NA DBA.. SABi NIA OK NMN PLA , WHAT'S WRONG WHY ARE U LAUGHING, EDi I CONTiNUE MY STORY ABOUT MY STUPID IMAGINATION .

i ASKED HER GURL, EVE TOLD ME THAT I WILL FEEL SLEEPY IF IM GONNA iMAGiNE THAT IM STUCK IN THE MIDDLE OF GREEN GRASS RYT,? PANU UN IF THERE'S A NAKED GUY WHO APPROACHED ME PANU KO MAKAKATULOG HAHA!! THEN BOTH OF US STARTED LAUGHING AND CREATE DIFFERENT ADD ONS HAHA!!! NAiCP PA NMN NA WHAT iF ANTOK KA NA TPOS THERE'S A MICE OR KUNEHO NA DUMAAN TPOS KUMAIN NG GRASS. FUNNY DBA? PANU KA NGA NMN MKAKA SLEEP. WE CONTINUE LAUGHING HANGANG MKARATiNG KME SA FLOOR.

NOW, I DECIDED TO SHARE IT TO U GUYS PARA MAiBA NMN I DONT KNOW IF ULL FiND IT FUNNY BUT FOR ME ITS REALLY FUNNY SUPEEER!!!
ANYWAY iF YOU GUYS HAVE SUGGESTiON OR KiND ENOUGH TO GIVE ME TiPS PARA MKATULOG AT NIGHT, PLS POST UR COMMENTS, I WILL GLADLY APPRECIATE IT.

THATS ALL FOR NOW.. =)

NEW SOUL LYRiCX

2008-06-25T02:44:00.000+08:00

This is a happy end.
Come and give me your hand.
I'll take you far away.

[Refrain]:
I'm a new soul I came to this strange world hoping I could learn a bit ‘bout how to give and take. But since I came here…..felt the joy and the fear…..finding myself making every possible mistake.

I feel so...
in this very strange world
making every possible mistake
possible mistake
every possible mistake
oh mistakes
mistakes, mistakes, mistakes, mistakes, oh mistakes

la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la....

i DECiDED TO iNCLUDE THiS LYRiCX OF YAEL NAiM COS i FiND iT REALLY NiCE AND iNTERESTiNG .. HOPE ULL GONNA APRECiATE iT. THAT'S MY BACKGROUD SONG ANYWAY.

GOOD NEWS FOR ME ??

2008-06-25T01:41:00.000+08:00

WELL GOODNEWS FOR MYSELF.. CRUSHiE RECENTLY ACCEPTED MY FS iNViTATiON AND i WAS SURPRiSED. i THOUGHT HE WiLL DECLiNE MY REQUEST.. HAHA.. ANYWAY, UPON LOOKiNG HiS ACCOUNT, i NOTiCE DAT HE'S NOT TAKiNG CARE OF HiS ACCOUNT. i MEAN, WALA MAN LANG NiCE BACKGROUND. OR APPLiCATiONS.. ANYWAY, THE HELL i CARE NGA NMN DBA .. WERE NOT EVEN FRiENDS. HOPEFULLY SOON. AND iM SURE THAT HE CANT READ DiS. ANYWAY, i LOOK FOR HiS PiCTURES OF COURSE AND AUN, REALLY CUTE HAHA!!! *MUSHY* ANYWAY, i JUZ ADMiRE HiM FOR BEiNG NEAT UHM .. ANU PA BA?? HE'S TALL AND FAiR SKiN. BASTA AUN .. HAHA!!! i REMEMBER THE DAYS WHEN WERE STiLL ON THE 14TH FLOOR, WERE SHARiNG FLOORS WiTH THEM ANYWAY. ME AND MY COLLEAGUE KEEPS ON STARiNG ON HiS STATiON. WE EVEN MEMORiZE HIS WEEKLY BREAK SCHEDULE. AND DO THE "PUSTAHAN THiNG" WHEREiN iTS A PAUNAHAN .. SUMTiNG LiKE DAT.. WE NEVER KNOW HiS FULL NAME UNTiL ONE OF HiS COLLEAGUE iNFORMED US ABOUT HiS NiCKNAME.. A FUNNY NiCKNAME ANYWAY. HAHA!! WELL i GUESS DATS ALL FOR NOW, SEEMS LiKE MY MiND iS NOT WORKiNG ANYMORE.. i MiGHT GiVE U AN UPDATE SOON iF WERE ALREADY FRiENDS HAHA WHAT A AMBiTiON .. HAHA!!!

THiS iS DEDiCATED TO ROSELLE WHiCH IS PART OF MY CONTRiBUTORS, DiNA.. NA SOBRANG MiSS KO NA AND MAYBELLE, OUR PREViOUS AND BiGTiME QA NA CRUSH DiN C COACHiE ..

AWT.

JUZ WANNA SHARE THiS

2008-06-19T05:42:00.000+08:00

i WOULD LiKE TO SHARE THiS STORY TO ALL THE READERS OF MY BLOG .. THiS ONE REALLY MAKES ME CRY .. iTS iNTERESTiNG .. i RECiEVE THiS EMAiL FROM MY OFFiCEMATE AND AT FiRST i JUST iGNORE iT SiNCE MY BOYFRiEND AND MY OFFiCEMATES ARE FRiENDS, THEY ARE THROWiNG OUT DiFFERNT EMAiL'S EiTHER iTS A JOKE OR JUST A CHAiN MSG. MY BOYFRiEND LOVES READiNG EMAIL'S, AND THiS ONE iS REALLY ONE OF A KiND. HE ADViSED ME THAT i SHOULD READ iT COS iTS REALLY iNTERESTiNG BUT i REFUSED COS iTS REALLY A LONG STORY AND i DONT HAVE TiME READiNG EMAiLS SENT TO ME ..

A WHiLE AGO, iM SiTTiNG WiD MY OFFiCEMATE AND MY EYE CAUGHT HER .. i DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.. WOULD i COMFORT HER, OMG!! SHE'S CRYiNG .. SiLENTLY.. AND FOCUSiNG ON HER MONiTOR, AT FiRST i THOUGHT THAT MAYBE SHE'S JUST UPSET WiTH HER PREViOUS CUSTOMER, BUT iM WRONG.. AFTER LOOKiNG AT HER.. SHE SMiLED AT ME AND TOLD ME THAT I NEED TO READ SOMETHiNG.. SO DUE TO MiX EXCiTEMENT AND CURiOSiTY AS WELL.. i SUDDENLY READ THE EMAiL MSG FROM MY OFFiCEMATE THAT MY BOYFRiENDS ASKiNG ME TO RAD SiNCE YESTERDAY. AND OMG ... JUST LiKE THEM .. i CANT EXPLAiN THE FEELiNG AFTER READiNG iT .. SO i DECiDES TO SHARE iT HERE. FOR MY READERS TO EXPERiENCE WHAT i FELT ... HUHU .. ENJOY READiNG ..

This is a true story, taken from "Family"
Read it.. its very long but definitely worth reading...

Cruel misunderstandings one after another disrupted the blissful footsteps to our family.
Our original intend of having Mother enjoy some quiet and peaceful moments in her remaining years with us went terribly wrong as destiny's secret is finally revealed at a price, every thing became too late.

Just two years after our marriage, hubby brought up the idea of asking Mother to move from the rural hometown and spend her remaining years with us.

Hubby's father passed away while he was still very young.
Mother endured much hardship and struggled all on her own to provide for him, see him through to a university degree.
You could say that she suffered a great deal and did everything you could expect of a woman to bring hubby to where he is today.

I immediately agreed and started packing the spare room, which has a balcony facing the South to let her enjoy the sunshine and plant some greenery.
Hubby stood in the bright room, and suddenly just picked me up and started spinning round and round.

As I begged him to put me down, he said: "Lets go fetch mother."
Hubby is tall and big sized and I love to rest on his chest and enjoy the feeling that he could pick me up at any moment put the tiny me into his pockets.

Whenever we have an argument and both refuses to back down, he would pick me up and spin me over his head continuously until I surrender and beg for mercy.
I became addicted to this kind of panic-joy feeling.

Mother brought along her countryside habits and lifestyle with her.
For example; I am so used to buying flowers to decorate the living room, she could not stand it and would comment: "I do not know how you young people spend your money, why do you buy flowers for? You also can't eat the flowers!"

I smiled and said: "Mum, with flowers in the house, our mood will also become better."
Mother continues to grumble away, and hubby smiled: "Mum, this is a city-people's habit; slowly you will get use to it."
Mother stopped saying anything.

But every time thereafter, whenever I came home with flowers, she would ask me how much it costs. I told her and she would shake her head and express displeasure.
Sometimes, when I come home with lots of shopping bags, she would ask each and every item how much they cost, I would tell her honestly and she would get even more upset about it.

Hubby playfully pinched my nose and said: "You little fool, just don't tell her the full price of everything would solve it."
There begins the friction to our otherwise happy lifestyle.
Mother hates it most when hubby wakes up early to prepare the breakfast.

In your view, how could the man of the house cook for the wife?
At the breakfast table, mother facial _expression is always like the dark clouds before a thunderstorm and I would pretend not to notice.
She would use her chopsticks and make a lot of noise with it as her silent protest.

As I am a dance teacher in the Children's Palace and is exhausted from a long day of dancing around, I do not wish to give up the luxury of that additional few minutes in the comfort of my bed and hence I turned a deaf ear to all the protest mother makes.

>From time to time, mother would help out with some housework, but soon her help created additional work for me.
For example; she would keep all kinds of plastic bags accumulating them so that she sell them later on, and that resulted in our house being filled with all the trash bags.

She would scrimp on dish washing detergent when helping to wash the dishes and so as not to hurt her feelings, I would quietly wash them again.
One day, late at night, mother saw me quietly washing the dishes, and "Bam" she slams her bedroom door and cried very loudly in her room.

Hubby was placed in a difficult position, and after that, he did not speak to me for that entire night.
I pretended to be a spoilt child, tried acting cute, but he totally ignored me.
I got mad and asked him: "What did I do wrong?"
Hubby stared at me and said: "Can't you just give in to her once? We couldn't possibly die eating from a bowl however unclean it is, right?"

After that incident, for a long period of time, mother did not speak to me and you can feel that there is a very awkward feeling hanging in the house.
During that period of cold war, hubby was caught in dilemma as to who to please.

In order to stop her son from having to prepare breakfast, mother took on the "all important" task of preparing breakfast without any prompting.
At the breakfast table, mother would look at hubby happily eating his breakfast and cast that reprimanding stare at me for having failed to perform my duty as a wife.

To avoid the embarrassing breakfast situation, I resorted to buying my own breakfast on my way to work.
That night, while in bed, hubby was a little upset and asked me: "LD, is it because you think that mum's cooking is not clean that's why you chose not to eat at home?"

He then turned his back on me and left me alone in tears as feeling of unfairness overwhelmed me.
After sometime, hubby sighed: "LD, just for me, can you have breakfast at home?" I am left with no choice but to return to the breakfast table.

The next morning, I was having porridge prepared by mother and I felt a sudden churn in my stomach and everything inside seem to be rushing up my throat.
I tried to suppress the urge to throw up but I couldn't.
I threw down the bowl and rushed into the washroom and vomited everything out.

Just as I was catching my breath, I saw mother crying and grumbling very loudly in her dialect, hubby was standing at the washroom doorway staring at me with fire burning in his eyes.
I opened my mouth but no words came out of it, I really didn't mean it.

We had our very first big fight that day; mother took a look at us, then stood up and slowly made her way out of the house.
Hubby gave me a final stare in the eye and followed mother down the stairs.
For three days, hubby did not return home, not even a phone call.

I was so furious, since mother arrived; I had been trying my best and putting up with her, what else do you want me to do?
For no reason, I keep having the feeling to throw up and I simply have not appetite for food, coupled with all the events happening at home, I was at the low point in my life.

Finally, a colleague said: "LD, you look terrible; you should go and see a doctor."
The doctor confirmed that I am pregnant.
Now it became clear to me why I threw up that fateful morning, a sense of sadness floated through that otherwise happy news.

Why didn't hubby, and mother who had been through this before, thought of the possibility of this being the reason that day?
At the hospital entrance, I saw my hubby standing there.
It had only been three days, but he looked haggard.

I had wanted to turn and leave, but one look at him and my heart soften, I couldn't resist and called out to him.
He followed my voice and finally found me but he pretended that he doesn't know me; he has that disgusted look in his eyes that cut right through my heart.

I told myself not to look at him anymore, and hail a cab.
At that moment, I have such a strong urge inside me to shout to my hubby: "Darling, I am having your baby!" and have him lift me up and spin me round in circles of joy.
What I wanted didn't happen and as I sat in the cab, my tears started rolling down.

Why? Why our love couldn't even withstand the test of one fight?
Back home, I lay on the bed thinking about my hubby, and the disgusted look in his eyes.
I cried and wet the corner of the blanket.
That night, sound of the drawers opening woke me up.

I switched on the lights and I saw hubby with tears rolling down his face.
He was removing the money.
I stared at him in silence; he ignored me, took the bank deposit book and some money and left the house. Maybe he really intends to leave me for good.

What a rational man, so clear-cut in love and money matters. I gave a few dried laugh and tears starting streaming down again.
The next day, I did not go to work.
I wanted to clear this out and have a good talk with hubby.

I reached his office and his secretary gave me a weird look and said: "Mr. Tan's mother had a traffic accident and is now in the hospital."
I stood there in shock.
I rushed to the hospital and by the time I found hubby, mother had already passed away. Hubby did not look at me, his face was _expressionless.

I looked at mother's pale white and thin face and I couldn't control the tears in my eyes.
My god, how could this happen?
Throughout the funeral, hubby did say a single word to me, with only the occasional disgusted stare at me.
I only managed to find out brief facts about the accident from other people.

That day, after mother left the house, she walked in dazed towards the bus stop, apparently intending to go back to her old house back in the countryside.
As hubby ran after her, she tried to walk faster and as she tried to cross the street, a public bus came and hit her...

I finally understood how much hubby must hate me, if I had not thrown up that morning, if we had not quarreled, if...
In his heart, I am indirectly the killer of his mother.

Hubby moved into mother's room and came home every night with a strong liquor smell on him. And me, I am buried under the guilt and self pity and could hardly breathe.
I wanted to explain to him, tell him that we are going to have our baby soon, but each time, I saw the dead look in his eyes, all the words I have at the brink of my mouth just fell back in.

I had rather he hit me real hard or give me a big and thorough scolding though none of these events happening had been my fault at all.
Many days of suffocating silence went by and as the days went by, hubby came home later and later.
The deadlock between us continues, we were living together like strangers who don't know each other. I am like the dead knot in his heart.

One day, I passed by a western restaurant, looking into the glass window, I saw hubby and a girl sitting facing each other and he very lightly brushed her hair for her, I understood what it meant.
After recovering from that moment of shock, I entered the restaurant, stood in front of my hubby and stared hard at him, not a tear in my eyes.
I have nothing to say to him, and there is no need to say anything.

The girl looked at me, looks at hubby, stands up and wanted to go, hubby stretched out his hand and stopped her.
He stared back at me, challenging me.
I can only hear my slow heart beat, beating, one by one as if at the brink of death.
I eventually backed down, if I had stood that any longer, I will collapse together with the baby inside me.

That night, he did not come home; he had chosen to use that as a way to indicate to me: Following mother's death so did our love for each other.
He did not come home anymore after that.
Sometimes, when I returned home from work, I can tell that the cupboard had been touched -he had returned to take some of his stuff.

I no longer wish to call him; the initial desire to explain everything to him vanished.
I lived alone; I go for my medical checkups alone, my heart breaks again and again every time I see a guy carefully helping his wife through the physical examination.
My office colleagues hinted to me to consider aborting the baby, I told them No, I will not.

I insisted on having to this baby, perhaps it is my way of repaying mother for causing her death.
One day, I came home and I saw hubby sitting in the living room.
The whole house was filled with cigarette smoke.
On the coffee table, there was this piece of paper.
I know what it is all about without even looking at it.

In the two months plus of living alone, I have gradually learned to find peace within myself.
I looked at him, removed my hat and said: "You wait a while, I will sign."
He looked at me, mixed feelings in his eyes, just like mine.
As I hang up my coat, I keep repeating to myself "You cannot cry, you cannot cry..." my eyes hurt terribly, but I refused to let tears come out from there.

After I hung up my coat, hubby's eyes stared fixed at my bulging tummy.
I smiled, walked over to the coffee table and pull the paper towards me.
Without even looking at what it says, I signed my name on it and pushed the paper to him.

"LD, you are pregnant?"
Since mother's accident, this is the first time he spoke to me.
I could not control my tears any further and they fell like raindrops.
I said: "Yes, but its ok, you can leave now."
He did not go, in the dark, we sat, facing each other.

Hubby slowly moved over me, his tears wet the blanket.
In my heart, everything seems so far away, so far that even if I sprint, I could never reach them.
I cannot remember how many times he repeated "sorry" to me, I had originally thought that I would forgive him, but now I can't.
In the western restaurant, in front of that girl, that cold look in his eyes, I will never forget, ever.

We have drawn such deep scares in each other's heart.
For me, it's unintentional; for him, totally intentional.
I had been waiting for this moment of reconciliation, but I realized now, what had gone past is gone forever and could not repeated.

Other than the thought of the baby inside me that would bring some warmth to my heart, I am totally cold towards him, I no longer eat anything he buys for me, I don't take any presents from him and I stopped talking to him.
>From the moment I signed on that piece of paper, marriage and love had vanished from my heart.

Sometimes, hubby will try to come into the bedroom, but when he walks in, I will walk out to the living room.
He had no choice but to sleep in mother's room.
At night, from his room, I can hear light sounds of groaning, I kept quiet.
This used to be his trick; last time, whenever I ignore him, he would fake illness and I will surrender and find out what is wrong with him, he would then grab me and laugh.

He has forgotten that last time; I cared for him and am concerned because there is love, but now, what is there between us?
Hubby's groaning came on and off continuing all the way till baby was born.
Almost everyday, he would buy something for the baby, infant products, children products and books that kids like to read.

Bag sand bags of it stacked inside his room till it is full.
I know he is trying to use this to reach out to me, but I am no longer moved by his actions.
He has no choice but to lock himself in his room and I can hear him typing away on his computer keyboard, maybe he is now addicted to web surfing, but none of that matters to me anymore.

It was sometime towards the end of spring in the following year, one late night, I screamed because of a sudden stomach pain, hubby came rushing into the room, its like he did not change and sleep, and had been waiting for this moment.
He carried me and ran down the stairs, stopped a car, holding my hand very tightly and kept wiping the sweat off my brown, throughout the journey to the hospital.

Once we reached the hospital, he carried me and hurried into the delivery suite.
Lying on the back of his skinny but warmth body, a thought crossed my mind:
In my lifetime, who else would love me as much as he did?

He held the delivery suite door opened and watch me go in, his warm eyes caused me to managed a smile at him despite my contraction pain.
Coming out of the delivery room, hubby looked at our son, and me, his eyes tear with joy and he kept smiling.
I reached out and touched his hand.

Hubby looked at me, smiling and then he slowly collapsed onto the floor.
I cried out for him in pain... He smiled, but without opening that tired eyes of his...
I had thought that I would never shed any tear for him, but the truth is, I have never felt a deeper pain cutting through my body at that moment.
Doctor said that by the time hubby discovered he had liver cancer, it was already in terminal stage and it was a miracle that he managed to last this long.

I asked the doctor when did he first discover he had cancer?
Doctor said about 5 months ago and consoled me saying: "Prepare for his funeral."
I disregarded the nurse's objection and rushed home, I went into his room and checked his computer, and a suffocating pain hits me.

Hubby's cancer was discovered 5 months ago, his groaning was real, and I had thought that... the computer showed over 200 thousand words he wrote for our son:

"Son, just for you, I have persisted, to be able to take a look at you before I fall, is my biggest wish now... I know that in your life, you will have many happiness and maybe some setbacks, if only I can accompany you throughout that journey, how nice would it be.
But daddy now no longer has that chance.

Daddy has written inside here all the possible difficulties and problems you may encounter during your lifetime, when you meet with these problems, you can refer to daddy's suggestion... Son, after writing these 200 thousand words, I feel as if I have accompanied you through your life journey.
To be honest, daddy is very happy.

Do love your mother, she has suffered, she is the one who loves you most and also the one who loves me most..."

>From play school to primary school, to secondary, university, to work and even in dealing with questions of love, everything big and small was written there.
Hubby has also written a letter for me:

"My dear, to marry you is my biggest happiness, forgive me for the pain I have caused you, forgive me for not telling you my illness, because I want to see you be in a joyful mood waiting for the arrival of our baby...
My dear, if you cried, it means that you have forgiven me and I would smile, thank you for loving me...

These presents, I'm afraid I cannot give them to our son personally, could you help me to give some of them to him every year, the dates on what to give when are all written on the packaging..."

Going back to the hospital, hubby is still in coma.
I brought our son over and place him beside him. I said:
"Open your eyes and smile, I want our son to remember being in the warmth of your arms..."

He struggled to open his eyes and managed a weak smile.
Our son still in his arms was happily waving his tiny hands in the air.
I press the button on the camera and the sound of the shutter rang thought the air as tears slowly rolled down my face...

...The end...

MY FRiENDLY FRiENDS

2008-05-23T16:52:00.001+08:00

FRiENDLY ADViSORY =)

2008-05-16T05:51:00.000+08:00

REAL FRIENDS ARE FEW THAT'S WHY I TREASURE YOU...

FAMILLIAR WITH THE QUOATATION? YEAH!! IVE BEEN HEARING THAT WHEN I WAS ON MY ELEMENTARY DAYS.. BUT THE QUESTION BEHIND IT IS, WHAT'S WITH THE QUOTATION? IS THERE A DEEPER MEANING?

IF YOURE GOING TO ANALYZE, THAT QUOTATION IS ABSOLUTELY CORRECT. WHY? IN WHAT WAY? RECENTLY., AS I INVESTIGATE AND CONDUCT SOME INTERVIEW WITH SOME OF MY ACQUAINTANCE AND COMMON FRIENDS, I FOUND OUT THAT 9 OUT OF 10 PEOPLE ARE ACTUALLY EXPERIENCING BAD RELATIONSHIP WITH SOME OF THEIR FRIENDS.. SAME WITH ME, IM IN A MIDST OF HAVING PLASTIC FRIENDS AND PEERS AROUND ME.. HAHA!!! =)

HOW TO DISTINGUISH A REAL FRIEND

`THEY WILL VOLUNTARILY HELP U IF U HAVE ANY PROBLEMS
`UNDERSTAND WHERE YOU COMING FROM
`WOULD GIVE YOU CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICMS
`NOT AFRAID TO TELL UR FLAWS IN YOUR FACE =)
`WILLING TO STAY WITH U RAIN OR SHINE
`TELL U DIRECTLY ANYTHING

COMMON REASONS WHY WE HAVE FRIENDS

`PHYSICAL APPEARANCE
`LIFE STATUS
`BUSINESS
`GOOD ATTITUDE
`POPULARITY
`POWER/INFLUENCE
`MONEY =)

HOW CAN U SAY THAT YOURE FRIEND IS REALLY A GOOD FRIEND? WELL, HONESTLY ITS HARD TO DISTINGUISH. AT FIRST, U MAY THINK THAT YEHEY!! WERE FRIENDS NA COS SHE ENTRUST ME HER SECRET. OR MAYBE HE/SHE LET YOU BORROW MONEY, OR MAYBE BECAUSE HE/SHE IS SO KIND AND VERY APPROACHABLE. THOSE SIMPLE REASONS CAN LEAD TO A WRONG IMPRESSION AND BELIEFS.

SO IF YOU THINK YOUVE GOT A GOOD FRIEND. TAKE CARE OF IT COS MAYBE YOU CANT FIND A FRIEND AS TRUE AS YOU HAVE RIGHT NOW.

TO BE CONTINUED ...

RESiGNATiON: A STEPPiNG STONE TO A NEW CAREER OR A ESCAPE ZONE ?

2008-05-12T03:41:00.000+08:00

WHAT IS REALLY THE REAL SCORE OF RESIGNATION?

MOST OF MY COLLEAGUES HERE IN OUR COMPANY SUBMIT THEIR RESIGNATION TO OUR OPEARTIONS MANAGER
AND TAKE NOTE, THEY ONLY HAVE ONE REASON WHY THEY WANT TO RESIGN
ITS NOT THE COMPANY, EITHER THE COMPENSATION. NOT EVEN OUR ACCOUNT OR DEPARTMENT COS THE ACCOUNT IS REALLY EASY

NOW IM GONNA CITE SOME EXAMPLES WHY EMPLOYEES RESIGN?

~CAREER GROWTH, MAYBE THEY THINK THAT THEY WONT GROW IN THEIR RECENT COMPANY SO THEY WILL TRY THEIR LUCK TO OTHER INDUSTRIES.

~PEOPLE AROUND. AS THE SAYING GOES, NO MAN IS AN ISLAND. AND FOR YOU TO BE ABLE TO SURVIVE, OF COURSE YOU NEED TO INTERACT WITH THESE PEOPLE AROUND YOU. BUT, IF YOURE NOT HAPPY WITH YOUR WORKPLACE AND TO THIS PEOPLE WHOM YOUR TRYING TO INTERACT WITH, IT WILL SURELY AFFECT YOUR WORK.

~MANAGEMENT. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, MANAGEMENT IS ONE OF THE BIG FACTORS WHY DO PEOPLE STAY OR JUST DECIDE TO GO SOMEWHERE ELSE. ITS ALL UP TO THE MANAGEMENT PEOPLE. BUT IM NOT SAYING THAT ITS THEIR FAULT PERO PARANG GANUN NA RIN UN =) COME TO THINK OF IT, IF YOU HAVE A VERY GOOD BOSS WHICH IS FAIR SA LAHAT NG BAGAY. NOT GIVING PRESSURE AND ALWAYS MOTIVATING U IN A POSITIVE WAY, WHAT WOULD HAPPEN? YOU WILL STAY RYT.
WHAT ABOUT A BOSS WHO'S ALWAYS GIVING U A HEADACHE AND CRITICIZING UR WORK EVERYDAY IN A NEGATIVE WAY! ALWAYS PUTTING YOU IN TRAGIC NA MAPAPAICP K NA LANG, "SHOCKS BKA BUKAS TERMINATED NA KO" !!!! OR PWEDE RIN NAMNG ALWAYS ISSUING A SANCTION WITHOUT LISTENING TO YOUR SIDE KASI MAS PINAKIKINGGAN AND BNBIGYAN NG IMPORTANCE AND SINASABI NG IBANG MAS NAKATATAAS SA KANYA NA FRIEND NIA KUNO WITHOUT HIM OR HER KNOWING NA BAKA SINISIRA LANG DIN SIA? AND WHO WILL SUFFER? IKAW AS AN EMPLOYEE UNDER YOUR "DOGGIE" NA BOSS ... MAGKAKAROON KNA LANG NG SANCTION, YOU'VE ALREADY EXPLAINED YOUR PART SA CARE FORM PERO WAT WILL HAPPEN? NOTHING!! UR ABSOLUTELY TAKEN FOR GRANTED. KASI NGA SBI NI BOSS EE.. NI NDI KA MAN LANG NAIPAGTANGOL.. MAG DIDISUTE KA ... TO WHOM? OF COURSE SA MANAGEMENT .. AND WHO ARE THIS MANAGEMENT PEOPLE? ITS ALSO THEM. THE BOSS OF YOUR BOSS. WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO UR DISPUTE. AYUN NASA TRASH CAN NA BUKAS THEN THEY WILL GIVE YOU A COACHING MAKING U BELIEVE NA ITS YOUR FAULT, WE CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. ITS FROM THE MANAGEMENT. UTOS NG MANAGEMENT. ITS YOUR CHOICE.! YEAH YOU HAVE UPPER MANAGEMENT, AND LET'S SAY THERE'S NO PROBLEM WITH THE OPEARTIONS MANAGER, BUT THE QUESTION IS, DOES SHE KNOW ALL YOUR DISPUTE? WILL SHE LISTEN TO UR SUGGESTIONS? WELL, NO IDEAS AT ALL. ALL U HAVE IS A BLANK MIND. WHY, KASI U DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT DOES YOUR BOSS THINKING. MALAY MO, PNANCIN KA NGA BUT THE THING IS, UR DISPUTE AND SUGGESTIONS ARE JUST PUT ON A PARKING LOT.. DBA? HOW'S DAT? O BKA NMAN NABIGYAN NA SIA NG BAD FEEDBACK ABOUT YOUR PERSONALITY FROM THE OTHER MANAGEMENT BCOS UR TRYING TO FIGHT THEM OR DISPUTING.. AYUN ... SAN KA NLANG PUPULUTIN ... TOO BAD RYT?

~COMPENSATION AND BENEFITS. BUT OF COURSE, ALANGAN NAMAN NA MAG STAY KA SA ISANG COMPANY WITH LOW AND NON SENSE BENEFITS DBA? WHAT'S THE SENSE OF WORKING PA??

~KIND OF INDUSTRY. BKA NMN KASI NURSING ANG COURSE MO TPOS BGLA KANG PUMASOK SA MERALCO BILANG ELECTRICIAN .. FUNNY RYT? OTHER PEOPLE STILL WANTS TO WORK IN THEIR FIELD. THOUGH LETS SAY CALL CENTER IS JUST A PAST TIME PARA SA MGA BOARD EXAMINER AND DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES. ITS ALSO A STEPPING STONE TO HAVE A CAREER GROWTH. SAME WITH OTHER INDUSTRY. EVEN YOU STARTED WORKING AS A SERVICE CREW FROM JOLLIBEE STILL, ITS A STEPING STONE. ABA! IF I WERE THE COMPANY, IM GONNA HIRE YOU! ALM KO KASI THAT IF YOU TRIED WORKING AS A SERVICE CREW MAHABA PASENSIA MO.. DBA? JUST AN OPINION.

~FOR A CHANGE. PWDE!!! MAYBE ALL YOUR FRIENDS ARE FROM SITEL THEN YOU ARE WITH TELLUS
SO AYUN, U JUST SUDDENLY REALIZE NA YOUR AN OUTCAST. IF YOU HAVE GET TOGETHER. THEY ARE ALL TALKING ABOUT THE SAME FIELD, SAME PEOPLE AND PEERS, IKAW WALA KANG MAISINGIT. Y? UR FROM DIFFERNT COMPANY KC HAHA =)PWEDE RIN NMNG SAMPUNG TAON KA NA SA SYKES AND YOUR HANDLING SAME ACCOUNT WITH ALMOST SAME PEOPLE. BKA NAGSASAWA KA NA RIN.. YOU CAN TRY TRANSFERING AN ACCOUNT INTERNALLY PERO SHEMPRE NASAN KA PA RIN.. STILL YOUR WITH SYKES. BGLA K NA LNG LILIPAT NG TELEPERFORMANCE FOR A CHANGE =)

~CHANGE LOCATION. YAH. POSSIBLE. FOR EXAMPLE UR PREVIOUS ADDRESS IS IN MARIKINA THEN UR WORKING WITH SITEL, MJO OK LNG PERO DHIL LUMIPAT KAU NG PLACE SOMEWHERE AND ONLY MENTAL HOSPITAL ANG SOURCE OF INCOME. WALA KANG CHOICE. U NID TO RESIGN AND TRANSFER TO MENTAL..

THOSE ARE ONLY FEW REASONS WHY PEOPLE RESIGN FROM THEIR JOB. ON OUR SITUATION.. MOST OF US DECIDED TO RESIGN BECAUSE THEY WANT TO ESCAPE. ESCAPE ON THOSE PIPOL WHO'S TRYING TO PULL THEM DOWN INSTEAD OF MOTIVATING THEM TO REACH THE HIGHEST PART OF THEIR JOB. WELL, I ADMIT IM ALSO IN A MIDDLE OF THINKING AND WONDERING IF I'LL SUBMIT MY RESIGNATION OR NOT. I FEEL LIKE WERE NOT TAKEN CARE OF. AS I REMEMBER, ONE OF THE MANAGEMENT SAID; THEY *CAN* AFFORD TO LOSE AGENTS LIKE US. WERE NOT IMPORTANT TO THEM. IM NOT PERTAINING WITH THE COMPANY AND OTHER ACCOUNTS BCOS I CANT SEE ANY BAD FEEDBACK TO THE COMPANY ITSELF AND OTHER ACCOUNTS TOO. OUR BENEFITS ARE SIMPLY THE BEST!!! AND OTHER ACCOUNTS HAVE A HAPPY ENVIRONMENT..
NAGKATAON LANG NA NAIMBENTO ANG ACCOUNT NAMIN KAYA AUN, NAUSO ANG ATTRITION SA MAGANDA NAMING COMPANY =)
ETO YUN EE, "GAANO MAN KAGANDA ANG BAHAY KUNG ANG NAKATIRA AT NAMAMALAKAD NAMAN AY ANAY.. MAWAWASAK NA LNG ANG IMAHE NG ISANG MAGANDANG TAHANAN". TOO DEEP HAHA!!! BUT ITS TRUE.

HOPEFULLY, WITH THIS BITIN NA TOPIC EH MAINTINDIHAN NIU UNG POINT KO HAHA!!!
IM SLEEPY NA KASI CANT THINK OF ANY WORDS TO ADD NA
MAYBE SOON MAISIPAN KUNG I CONTINUE ANG RESIGNATION TOPIC NA TOH.

AND ON MY OWN OPINION,

MY COLLEAGUES RESIGNED NOT TO START A NEW CAREER

BUT

TO ESCAPE!!!

HAVE A NICE DAY AHEAD AND HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

MY OPiNiON ABOUT GLOBAL WARMiNG

2008-05-08T21:54:00.000+08:00

GLOBAL WARMING: WHAT IS IT?

THIS TOPIC WAS JUST BROUGHT UP BY MY OFFICEMATES WHEN IM ASKING THEM IF WHAT WOULD BE MY NEXT TOPIC ON MY NOTEPAD. IVE ASKED THEIR IDEAS AND SEARCH INFOS AS WELL ABOUT THIS GLOBAL WARMING THING

THE FOLLOWING IFORMATIONS ARE BASICALLY CAME FROM MY OFFICEMATES (W/C TRYING TO BE GENIUS AND PRETENDING TO BE A SCIENTISTS) AND ALSO OTHER RELIABLE RESOURCES FROM DIFFERENT THOUGHTS AND IDEAS OF DIFFERNT PERSONS, SITES AND MAGAZINES. I CREATED THIS BECAUSE IT SOUNDS INTERESTING AND I THINK THERE'S A FACTOR WHY WE NEED TO LEARN MORE ABOUT THIS IDEA. NOW LETS START.

WE ACTUALLY HAVE DIFFERENT OPINIONS ABOUT ETHER THE CURRENT GLOBAL WARMING IS A NATURAL CAUSE OR A NORMAL CYCLE OF OUR EARTH, PARANG UNUSUAL BA ??? FUNNY!!! =) THE PATTERN OF GLOBAL WARMING IS NOT UNIFORM THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE WORLD. CGURO ITS DUE TO THE CHANGES IN THE ATMOSPHERE, SOME SOOLING EFFECT IS ALSO SEEN IN THE ATLANTIC AND CENTRAL NORTH PACIFIC. BURNING OF FOSSIL FUELS MAKES THE ENVIRONMENT POLLUTED ITS EITHER BY CHANGING BALANCE OR CONSTITUTION OF AEROSOLS AND GASES IN THE ATMOSPHERE.
CARBON DIOXIDE HAS LONG SURVIVAL TIME IN THE ATMOSPHERE. DEVELOPMENT OF INDUSTRIAL SECTOR IS RESULTING IN INCREASE IN EMISSION OF OTHER GASES LIKE METHANE AND MANY MORE. ACTUALLY, I JUST FIND OUT THAT GREENHOUSE GASES CAN MAKE THE SURFACE OF THE EARTH WARMER COS ITS BLOCKING THE RADIATIONS OF THE SUN AND INCREASING THE EVAPORATION RATE OF THE SURFACE MOISTURE. HUMIDITY IN THE ENVIRONMENT IS ALSO
MOUNTING BCOS OF GLOBAL WARMING. THE THREAT OF FLOODS AND LANDSLIDES IS ALSO LURKING BECAUSE OF RISE IN FREQUENCY OF RAINFALLS AND SNOWFALLS, THOUGH WLANG SNOW HERE IN THE PHILIPPINES. THERE'S ALSO AN INCREASE IN EVAPORATION AND THAT COULD BE THE RISK OF DROUGHTS. IT MAY RESULT IN AMPLIFYING NUMEROUS

KINDS OF VIRAL INFECTIONS. TAKE NOTE ITS VIRAL, NOT JUST A SIMPLE INFECTION.
ON MY OWN OPINION, WE NEED TO UNDERSTAND AND KNOW FIRST THE EXACT MEANING OF GLOBAL WARMING? WHAT IS THIS GLOBAL WARMING ALL ABOUT? WHY DO WE NEED TO GET RID OF IT? IS IT REALLY HARMFUL? WILL IT KILL US? ACTUALLY I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT A GLOBAL WARMING IS. ITS REALLY CRAZY BCOS THIS GLOBAL WARMING THING IS DISCUSSED EVERYWHERE, MEDIA, NEWS, ETC. IM HEARING ABOUT THIS THING NA ESPECIALLY NOWADAYS BUT I JUST DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IT. THE ONLY INFORMATION I HAVE ON MY MIND IS THIS GLOBAL WARMING IS THE CAUSE OF HOT TEMPERATURE. HAHA!!! CRAZY IS IT? ANYWAY LETS START THE TOPIC BY PROVIDING SOME POINTS ABOUT THIS GLOBAL WARMING. =)

WHAT ARE THE COMMON CAUSES OF GLOBAL WARMING:

I. AIR POLLUTION
CARBON DIOXIDE
FROM BUILDINGS
AIRPLANES
POWER PLANTS
CFC
FROM AIRCON
REFRIGERATOR

CHEMICALS
FROM COSMETICS
POWERPLANTS
OIL SPILLS
ETC

II. WATER POLLUTION
OIL TANKS
OIL SPILL FORM BIG INDUSTRIES

WHY?
WELL, ITS SIMPLE.. AIR POLLUTION IS A HUMAN CAUSE KASI, ON THE VERY BEGINNING, GOD CREATED FRESH AIR. BUT BECAUSE OF THE PLANTATIONS, BUILDINGS AND OTHER SCIENTIFIC INVENTIONS TO MAKE OUR LIFE EASIER OUR FRESH AIR BECAME POLLUTED AIR.. TOO BAD! HUHU ITS ALSO THE SAME WITH THE OTHER CAUSES OF THIS GLOBAL WARMING THING.

GANITO YAN EH. ITS NOT REALLY OUR FAULT KC UNTIL NOW WE STILL CANT DISTINGUISHED AND FIND HOW THIS GLOBAL WARMING STARTED. IT CAN BE A NATURAL CAUSE NGA OR A HUMAN CAUSE.
NOW, LETS START TO HUMAN CAUSE. ITS OBVIOUS THAT WE ARE THE NUMBER ONE AFFECTED WITH THIS GLOBAL WARMING THING. WHY BCOS WE ARE THE ONE WHO CREATED AND DEVELOP ALL THIS CHEMICALS, BUILDING LEAKS, ELECTRICITY AND OTHER THINGS WHICH IS NEARLY RELATED WITH THE CAUSE OF GLOBAL WARMING. ONE EXAMPLE IS THE AIRCON. WHY? ITS THE WATER VAPOUR. WHY AGAIN? WHAT'S WITH THE WATER VAPOUR? BCOS IT DIRECTLY CONTRIBUTES TO THE GREENHOUSE EFFECT WAT DA?? YES.. THAT'S THE GREENHOUSE EFFECT WHICH LEADS TO GLOBAL WARMING, IN FACT WATER VAPOUR MAKES SIXTY PERCENT OF THE GREENHOUSE GASES AND TWENTY PERCENT FROM CARBON DIOXIDE AND THE REMAINING TWENTY PERCENT GOES TO NITROUS OXIDE, METHANE, OZONE AND OTHER VARIETIES OF GASES.. HAHA! NOSE BLEED!!

BUT AGAIN LET ME REMIND YOU THAT WE SHOULDNT BLAME OURSELVES ANYWAY. AND IM NOT SAYING THAT WE SHOULDNT BUILD BUILDINGS OR NOT USE CFC AND OTHER CHEMICALS WHICH ALSO HELPS US IN OTHER WAY. MAYBE KASI CGURO AT FIRST, WE ARE NOT THAT AWARE ABOUT THIS GLOBAL WARMING THING, OR CGURO AWARE NA TAYO PERO WE DONT HAVE ENOUGH KNOWLEDGE YET ABOUT THIS. I MEAN HNDI PA SIGURO TAYO GANUN KA NAG-AALALA SA KAHIHINATNAN NG MUNDO IF THERE'S A GLOBAL WARMING AND THE ONLY THING THAT WERE THINKING ...IS HOW TO MAKE OUR LIFE EASIER. I MEAN WE INVENTED THINGS THAT WILL DEVELOP ALL OUR THINGS AND STUFFS, U KNOW LIKE HI-TECH IDEAS. WELL SA TOTOO LNG, THERE IS REALLY A BIG ADVANTAGE CREATING ADVANCE AND HI TECH IDEAS SUCH AS GADGETS AND OTHER STUFFS. KASI IF WE DIDNT COME UP WITH THIS HI-TECH AND ADVANCE IDEAS, MALAMANG WE DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT'S THE CAUSE OF THIS GLOBAL WARMING. NOW, ANU NAMAN ANG KINALAMAN NG HI TECH GADGETS AND IDEAS SA GLOBAL WARMING? ETO NA YUN, SAAN BA GNAGAWA ANG MGA GADGETS NTIN? FACTORY RIGHT? WHAT IS WITH THE FACTORY NOW.. ITS ALSO A CONTRIBUTOR IN GLOBAL WARMING. THE AIRCON, REFRIGERATOR, NON WATER BASED SPRAYS, WHAT ARE THEY COMPOSITIONS? CFC OR CHLOROFLOUROCARBON WHEREIN, ITS ONE OF THE MAIN CONTRIBUTOR WHY OUR OZONE LAYER DAMAGE. AND TO CUT THE STORY SHORT, KAYA MASYADONG MAINIT ANG PANAHON DITO SA ATING BELOVED COUNTRY AND OTHER COUNTRIES AS WELL BCOS NGA OF THIS GLOBAL WARMING.

PUNTA TAU SA DISADVANTAGES. FIRST, AS I SAID WE ARE THE ONE WHO IS ACTUALLY AFFECTED BY THIS GLOBAL WARMING EXPERIENCE. HOWEVER MOST BELIEVE THAT WHAT WE ARE NOW IS UNUSUAL AND HAS BEEN CAUSED BY HUMAN ACTIVITIES.
OUR OWN INVENTIONS AND IDEAS IS ONE OF THE MAIN FACTOR WHY WE ARE PROMOTING KNOWLEDGE ABOUT GLOBAL WARMING. PARA SAAN NGA BA? SIMPLE.. THIS IS FOR US TO BE AWARE WHAT'S HAPPENING TO THE WORLD.. SA TINGIN KO, MASYADO TAYONG NASOBRAHAN SA KNOWLEDGE TO COME UP WITH DIFFERENT IDEAS ON HOW TO MAKE OUR LIFE MORE BEAUTIFUL AND EASY AS WELL NA CGURO WE KNOW ABPOUT GLOBAL

WARMING PERO NAKALIMUTAN NA NATIN BCOS OF EXCITEMENT.. BUT THAT'S OKAY. THERE'S NO TIME FOR BLAMING COS ALL THE THINGS THAT WE HAVE RIGHT NOW ARE VERY USEFUL NMN. NOW WHAT WOULD BE OUR NEXT STEP? WE SHOULD CREATE A GOOD IDEA ON HOW TO PREVENT THIS GLOBAL WARMING FROM BECOMING MALALA.

HOW TO PREVENT?

GLOBAL WARMING IS LIKE CANCER. WE CAN PREVENT IT BY DOING THE RIGHT THING, MEDICINE MAINTENANCE AND BY TAKING CARE OF OURSELVES HARHAR.. =)
SO MY POINT IS WE CAN ALSO PREVENT GLOBAL WARMING!!! HOW? I DONT KNOW, BUT WHEN I ASKED ROSEL ANGELES AND CHRISTINE FLORES, HAHA!!! THEY ALSO DONT KNOW!!! MY GOODNESZ!! EVEN THE GRAMMARS ARE WRONG SHOCKING, WHAT A CONTRIBUTION!! =)

LETS MAKE IT SERIOUS THIS TIME. IM GONNA PROVIDE SOME BASIC TIPS TO PREVENT THIS GLOBAL WARMING THING.

I. TRY TO LESSEN THE USAGE OF AIRCONDITIONERS IF ITS NOT NECESSARY
2. INSTEAD OF USING PLASTIC BAGS, WE CAN JUST RECYCLE PAPERBAGS (KAWAWANG PUNO)
3. TAMBUTSO DAW NG SASAKYAN SABI NI ROSEL, HAHA!! AS IF WE CAN STOP CARS FROM USING TAMBUTSO HAHA!!! AH OK, WHAT SHE MEAN IS KELANGAN DAW IPA-TUNE UP UNG SASAKYAN NYAHAHA!!!
4. PREVENT USING DRYER BCOS IT CREATES CARBON MONOXIDE, WE CAN JUST HUNG OUR CLOTHES OUTSIDE OUR HOUSE TO MAKE IT DRY, AT LEAST LESS SMELL HAHA!! THATS COURTESY OF CHRISTINE FLORES AGAIN..
5. PLANT MORE TREES BY COACH RAMON LESTER GERODIAS TO REDUCE THE CARBON DIOXIDE W/C IS THE MAIN REASON OF GLOBAL WARMING.
6. AND AS PER COACH JET, LESSEN THE USAGE OF AEROSOLS OR ANYTHING THAT IS NOT WATER BASED SPRAYS BCOS ONE MOLECULE OF THE CFC OR CHLOROFLOUROCARBON CAN DESTROY 10000 MOLECULES OF THE OZONE LAYER.

IN ADDITION TO THOSE INFORMATION WHICH IS PROVIDED BY MY BELOVED CO-WORKER, I PICK SOME GOOD IDEAS ON HOW TO START PREVENTING IT. DONT MIND OTHER PEOPLE, LETS START BY OURSELVES. IN OUR OWN HOUSE. HOW?

MANY WAYS ARE BEING PUSHED UPON SOCIETY. TURN YOUR LIGHTS OFF, YOUR TV OFF WALK TO THE SHOP AND BUY A GREENER CAR. BUT, WILL THIS THINGS MAKE A DIFFERENCE? OR DO WE NEED TO PUT SOME PRESSURE TO SOME BIG CORPORATIONS AS WELL? COS THIS IS WHERE THE REAL EMISSIONS ARE COMING FROM. AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT, THIS LITTLE THINGS LEAD TO A BIG EXAMPLE. SO LETS START IT WITH IN OURSELVES.

MAKE A DIFFERENCE!! START HELPING THE WORLD!! HAHA!!! =) THIS TIME IM SERIOUS. PLS DISSEMINATE!!

BIBLIOGRAPHY:

I WOULD LIKE TO THE SAY THANK YOU TO THE FF PERSONS WHO CONTRIBUTED THEIR KNOWLEDGE FOR THIS SiMPLE AND A CONTROVERSY TOPIC

~NELSON DEL POSO FOR BEING SO INTELLIGENT THOUGH HE DONT HAVE MIND, HE'S ONE OF THE PERSON'S WHO BROUGHT UP THIS TOPIC

~MARIA ROSELIE ANGELES FOR BEING SO TALKATIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WHILE IM DOING THIS PAPER WORK'X

- CHRISTINE FLORES WHO ACTUALLY HELP ME WITH NOTHING

- COACH JET CASIMIRO WHO LET ME SPELL CFC OR CHLOROFLOUROCARBON ...

- COACH LESTER GERODIAS FOR GIVING WEIRD SUGGESTION

~ AND PARIS CASTIGON WHO JUST LAUGH AT ME WHEN IM DOING THIS ESSAY!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING HELPFUL GUYS!!

SOME OF THE RESOURCES COME FROM GOOGLE SEARCH.. KONTING IDEA LNG

THANK YOU TO STARBUCKS COFFEE JELLY AS WELL HAHA
AND TO MARLBORO LIGHTS GOLD VERSION

IM SERIOUS.
PLS DISSEMINATE, THIS ONE WILL HELP US..

BATANGAS TRiP =) 03/01/08

2008-05-06T03:34:00.001+08:00

WHOAH! ITS A NICE VACATION. WE WENT TO CASA REMO IN LAIYA, SAN JUAN BATANGAS. THE PLACE IS NICE THE BEACH IS NOT THAT CLEAR MAYBE BCOS ITS OVER USED. HELLER!!!, ITS SAN JUAN AND OMG, ITS REALLY OBVIOUS THAT SAN JUAN BATANGAS IS ONE OF THE TOURISTS SPOTS. ANYWAY, THE PLACE IS CHEAP COMPARE TO OTHER RESORTS, AND ROOMS ARE NICE. WE HAD A GREAT TIME COOKING AND SPENDING OUR TEAM BUILDING. WE DONT HAVE ANY REGRETS VISITING THE PLACE. THOUGH WERE HAVING TROUBLES WHEN WERE PLANNING IT. BUT STILL, ITS REALLY CONSIDER AS ONE OF THE UNFORGETABLE MOMENT THIS SUMMER OF `08.

TO GIVE U A HEAD'S UP, WE WENT THERE USING A VAN, AN URVAN COURTESY OF MS EVERLY ONE OF OUR GOOD OFFICEMATE. WE PAID ONLY 5K, AND THATS FOR THE TRANSPO INCLUDING DRIVER, TOLL FEE AND THE GASOLINE. THE TRAVEL TIME IS ABOUT 1-2 HOURS ONLY. WE BRING LOTS OF FOOD, 7KILOS OF RICE GOODNESS!! TAKE NOTE WERE ONLY 13.. IN ADDITION TO THAT WE ALSO BOUGHT 6 KILOS OF LiEMPO AND 5 KILOS OF PORK MEAT. WE HAVE MANGO, WATERMELON, BANANA. OMG WE HAVE A LOT OF FOOD.. WE ALSO BUY 2 CASE OF BEER, MAWAWALA BA NMN YAN HAHA!!!

WE LEFT ORTIGAS, AROUND 10 IN THE MORNING, SATURDAY OF COURSE AFTER OUR SHIFT. AND WHILE DRIVING TO BATANGGS WE HAD LOTS OF CONVERSATION. ALL OF US DIDNT SLEEP , PARTIDA WE DONT HAVE SLEEP YET. COS DBA NGA WE JUST CAME FROM WORK AND DIRETSO TRAVEL, SO THERE. WE OPEN TOPICS AND IDEAS. AUN, TILL WE ARRIVE IN BATANGAS AT AROUND 1PM. WHEN WE ARRIVED, WE JUST SETTLE OUR THINGS, CHANGE CLOTHES AND *POOF*, WE ALL GO TO THE KITCHEN AND HELP EACT OTHER COOK OUR FOOD. WERE ALL HUNGRY THAT TIME GOSH. ALL OF US HAVENT TOOK ANY BREAKFAST SINCE WE LEFT MANILA, PARTIDA. KAYA AUN, JUZ 30 MINUTES EVERYTHING WAS SETTLED. NKALUTO N KMI NG MARAMING FOOD. WE ATE A LOT OF COURSE, AFTER EATING WE USE THE VIDEOKE TO SING SONGS, AND AFTERWARDS MGA 4PM WE DECIDED TO GO TO THE DAGAT NA.

CGURO WE SPEND ONLY A HOUR SA DAGAT AND THEN MOST OF US NGA NAG BANLAW NA. WE MAKE TAMBAY ON THE SEASHORE, WE COOK BBQ AND MAKIN' TRIP WITH OTHER PEOPLE. WE SING, DANCE AND WERE SO WILD SPENDING EACH HOUR PAST BY WITH A SMILE IN OUR FACE. WE DRUNK, OF COURSE.. NOT JUST DRUNK WE PLAY WE DID EVERYTHING. WERE SO HAPPY THAT NIGHT. AS IN. WE SLEEP AROUND 2AM. AND WOKE UP AROUND 8AM.

MS SHIELA COOK BREAKFAST AND AFTER EATING WE WENT TO THE SEA AGAIN TO EXPERIENCE THE LAST HOUR OF OUR STAY IN LAIYA BATANGAS, JONJON ASK ME TO PAY FOR THE KAYAK RIDE SO THAT WE CAN EXPERIENCE IT B4 GOING BACK TO MANILA, IM ABOUT TO DECLINE COS ITS 9AM IN THE MORNING AND IM SURE THAT OUR SKIN WILL GET TAN AFTER DOING THAT KAYAK THING, WELL .. I DONT HAVE A CHOICE SO I AGREED. WE RIDE KAYAK AND TRAVEL ALMOST THE MIDDLE OF THE SEA, AT FIRST IM AFRAID BCOS HONESTLY, I DONT KNOW HOW TO SWIM BUT WHEN I GET THERE IN THE MIDDLE WITH WENDY AND BERNIE, TAKE NOTE THEY ALL KNEW HOW TO SWIM AND I HAVE LIFE VEST HAHA!!! WERE ALWAYS MAKING SUKAT USING THE KAYAK'S SAGWAN SO THAT WE WOULD KNOW HOW LALIM ARE WE NA. MY GOD, WHEN WE ARE IN THE MIDDLE, WE ACCIDENTALLY DO THE TAOB.. HAHA!!! IM SO HAPPY THAT TIME COS EVENTHOUGH TUMAOB KME I KNOW WE WILL SURVIVE BCOS OF THE LIFE VEST. THAT'S THE EXPERIENCE I WILL NEVER FORGET. AT LAST I ALREADY EXPERIENCE GETTING ALMOST IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SEA, AND ITS SO FUNNY. WENDY, ONE OF OUR OFFICEMATES REALLY DO THE "PANIC THING" ABA!! SIA NA MAGALING LUMANGOY WITH MATCHING LIFE VEST PA, ABA NAUNA PA SA PAMPANG HAHA!!! FUNNY =D

ANYWEIZ, IM WITH BERNIE THAT TIME AND THE LIFEGUARD IS TRYING TO HELP US NA, BUT U KNOW WHAT, WE DECLINE HIS OFFER WE JUST STICK TO THE RULE OF STAYING IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHEREE SO LIFEGUARD LEFT US. AYUN WERE TRYING TO MAKE SAGWAN I MEAN BERNIE IS TRYING OT MAKE SAGWAN BUT HE CANT DO IT ALONE, GOODNESZ, ITS REALLY MALALIM AND IM AFRAID. I CANT MAKE AKYAT TO THE KAYAK ANYMORE SO I JUST DECIDED TO MEKE TULAK OF THE KAYAK. BUT ITS NOT ALLOWING ME TO DO THAT, NADADAL KME BOTH NG HANGIN NOT PABALIK SA MABABAW NA PART BUT PAPUNTA INTO A DEEPER AREA.. GLAD THAT WE DID SOMETHING AND CROMWELL HELP US GO BACK TO THE PAMPANG.

AFTER DOING ALL THE ADVENTURE AND EXPERIENCE, WE FIX OURSELVES NA AND PREPARING TO GO BACK TO MANILA.. WHILE IN THE VAN, WERE ALL BORED AND OTHER'S ARE SLEEPY, AND U CANT SLEEP COS NAG AABANG CLA NA GAWING BLACKBOARD ANG FACE NG MATUTULOG. IN ADDITION TO THAT, THEY WILL TAKE PICTURES TOO. SO ITS REALLY A DISGRACE, LHAT NG NKAKA IDLIP AYUN, THEY ALL HAVE A COPY OF THEIR FACE SLEEPING.. PASAMAAN NG MUKHA HAHA !!! I HAVE A COPY AS WELL AND THE BAD THING, MINE IS WHOLE BODY. COACH JET IS THE ONE WHO TOOK MY PICTURE WHILW IM TRYING TO STEAL A NAP. AKALAIN MO YUN. AFTERWARDS, WE DECIDED TO EAT SOMEWHERE. THERE'E A GOTO NG BATANGAS AND KALDERETANG KAMBING MENU. SO AUN, UN ANG KNAIN NMN. AFTER EATING WE DO PICTURE TAKING SA RESTO COS ITS REALLY A NICE PLACE. THEN WE GO BACK TO THE VAN AND TRAVEL. BUT BEFORE THAT WE ALSO BUY CARDS FOR US TO BE ABLE NOT TO FEEL BORED WHILE IN THE MIDDLE OF TRAVEL.

AUN WE PLAY TONG-IT, GOOODNESS, TALO AKO .. HAHA!!! SO NKIPAGPALIT NKO.. IM LOSING MY MONEY NA EE. AND BERNIE IS WINNING NA.. BEFORE I QUIT PLAYING THE CARDS, NDI NAMAGANDA PKIRAMDAM KO AFTER EATING THAT "GOTO" THING. AUN,. I VOMIT SA DAAN.. HAHA!!1 ANOTHER KAHIHIYAN.. CNUMPONG N NMN CGURO AKO.. WELL IM USE TO IT, BGLA NLANG AKO SUSUSKA, OH DBA??

WHEN WE ARRIVE MANILA, CGURO MGA 6PM UN UMUULAN NA AND MY PLACE IS FAR PA DAT TYM. AUN IM WITH ELLA AND WE RIDE TAXI TOGETHER AND BUMAB KME IN SM NORTH TO RIDE ANOTHER FX. WE OCCUPY THE WHOLE LIKOD PART COS ANG DAMI NIANG DALA..

UPON GOING HOME. I REALIZED, WOW!! ITS REALY A NICE TRIP.. HOPEFULLY BEFORE THE SUMMER END WE CAN HAVE ONE MORE TRIP ..

I ONLY HAVE FEW PIC'S ON FILE HOPEFULLY I CAN UPLOAD MORE TO SHARE THE HAPPINESS WITH YOU PEOPLE!!

THANKS FOR VIEWING. FEEL FREE TO LEAVE ACOMMENT OR SUGGESTIONS W/C CAN BE FOUND AT THE BOTTOM OF THIS MESSAGE.
HAVE A NICE DAY AHEAD.! =)

ding dong

2008-04-08T08:04:00.000+08:00

FiRST DAY OF BLOG ..

2008-04-04T04:33:00.000+08:00

WOKE UP AT EXACT 4PM. i WATCH NARUTO FOR ALMOST AN HOUR AND A HALF. AND iTS MY HABIT, =) i DUNNO. i JUZ LOVE NARUTO ESPECiALLY THE STORY HAHA!! A KiD WiTH A BiG DREAM AND THAT'S TO BECOME A HOKAGE SOMEDAY. i ENJOY WATCHiNG CARTOONS, such as SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS THE SERiES and MANY MORE..

AFTER WATCHiNG MY FAVORiTE CARTOON SERiES (anu daw?), i TOOK A WARM BATH AND FiX MYSELF AS FAST AS i COULD, COS iTS ALMOST 7PM AND i NEED TO HAVE AT LEAST AN HOUR iNTERVAL BCOS THE TRAVEL TiME FROM HERE TO THE OFFiCE IS 30-45 MINS.. W/OUT THE TRAFFiC PA YAN AH.. HAHA.. =) WHAT A FAR PLACE!!!
BEFORE i LEFT, i ADViSE JENN, MY HELPER TO FiX OUR THiNGS BCOS WE WiL BE MOViNG TO OUR NEW HOUSE THiS COMiNG SATURDAY. (yehey!!!) AND iM VERY HAPPY BCOS AT LAST, i DONT NEED TO WAKE UP 5PM AND RUSH EVERYTHiNG JUST TO BE iN THE OFFiCE BEFORE MY SHiFT START, U KNOW, MAHiRAP NA MA-LATE.. TARGET REPORTS ANALYST NGA EE, (wats the sense ryt?) PAPA-LATE PA DBA ?? =) AUN, iTS LiKE iM SPENDiNG MORE TiME FOR TRAVELLiNG THAN SLEEPiNG AS iN GANUN KATAGAL ANG PREPARATiON.. AT LEAST PAG NKA-MOVE NKO, i CAN WAKE UP 7PM COS MY SHiFT iS AT 9PM AND LEAVE AT 8PM RYT? PHOETiX?? TRAVEL TiME FROM MY NEW PLACE TO THE OFFiCE iS JUST 10-15 MiNS AND ONE MORE GOOD THiNG, MY FARE iS CHEAPER.. HAHA!!! KURiPOT .. EVEN iF iM GONNA RiDE CAB iTS ONLY P50.oo-P100.oo PESOS. TiPiD!!!AND iF iM GONNA DRiVE, U KNOW .. (humble) THE GASOLiNE COST ONLY P100.00-P200.00 BACK AND FORTH, BiG SAViNGS RiGHT.. BUT ON TOP OF ALL THOSE SAViNGS, THERE'S ONE MORE WAY OF BECOMiNG PRACTiCAL, HMM... WHY WOULD i RiDE CAB AND SPEND P50.00-100.00. WHY WOULD i LET MYSELF DRiVE AND FEEL TiRED, THEN i WiLL PAY FOR THE PARKiNG FEE PA DBA .. i CAN ACTUALLY RiDE A PUBLiC UTiLiTY VEHiCLE NLNG NAMAN AND JUST PAY 18.00 RiGHT, HAHA!!! CHEAPER iS iT ? =)

iN ADDiTiON TO THE ACCESiBiLiTY OF THE PLACE THAT i GOT, iTS ALSO GOOD. WANNA KNOW WHY? THE HOUSE iS BiG. (mansion?) AMBiANCE iS RELAXiNG, iT HAS A QUiET AND PEACEFUL ENViRONMENT AND REALLY CLEAN. i HAVENT ENCOUNTER ANY iNSECTS YET AND HOPEFULLY i WiLL NOT. COS iTS REALLY MY WEAKNESS ESPECiALLY COCKROACH!! GOSH, iM GONNA DiE i SWEAR. i REALLY HATE MOSQUiTOES AND iNSECTS. RAT? FOR ME iTS BETTER BCOS WE CAN ACTUALLY PREVENT THEM FROM DOiNG BAD THiNGS RiGHT ?? i MEAN WE CAN DO SOMETHiNG THAT WiLL LET THEM GET OUT OF THE PLACE WiTHOUT LETTiNG THEM RETURN ... HiHi ...

SO i JUST HOPE THAT iT WiLL BE THE START OF MY GOOD FUTURE .. NYAHAHA (connected?)

THANKS!

THE SiLLY AUTHOR

2008-04-03T02:56:00.000+08:00

hmm.. wat wud i say, its not supposed to be me hu's describing myself anyway. its all up to the people, if im gonna describe myself in a positive way they might give negative feedbck, if i describe it in a negative way, they might tell im better than that. well, its not all about me .. its all about "YOU" people .. its all ur interpretation and description. I really don’t care what others think or say. I believe in who I am, whoever dislikes it can simply bite me ;) im mhacey or simply spyra (no need for my full name, it will just make u feel envy), 21 years old .. and im a girl. yeah,I'm a highly competitive person. I'm extremely driven by competition, and will put all my energy into winning. Second place just isn't made for me. actually, many people in different fields of life think I’m a threat to their own presence/performance, so they start challenging me and competing with me even though I’d be in a whole different world!but of course, im not inconsiderate. I always put myself in the other person's shoes and try to understand what they're feeling, what they're thinking and where they come from. I try to never be judgemental and to always give people the benefit of the doubt.though, Some people think I'm feelingless, some others think I'm cold in my reactions, some think I'm simply coldblooded. In reality, I'm not, I'm just someone who is good at hiding his feelings and who knows how to control his temperI'm also always open to listen to new ideas and views and try to understand people even if they are the opposite to mine. It doesn't mean I'll be convinced but I am willing to fully listen and learn of other points of view. (plastik, ?) and because of that, people feel I’m so trustful that they open up to me from the 1st time.. nyahaha!!! =)and for ur information, I'm somehow a bit crazy in a fun sense. People usually think I'm a very serious person, but that's only because they don't see the other crazy side of me. My family and close friends are the only people who truly see the extent of where my madness goes. Poor them :PWell, its obvious that im also talkative, but in a sense that i know when to respect myself and stop. I’m also restless, hate waiting, can’t wait to solve a problem, or to see the results of my work, or to reach my goals. And when my patience runs out, I could get really nervous. wahaha!!!